The time We Changed

Who The Hell Is The Father

I could have fallen straight to the ground but I don't know what was holding me back. my heart went down to my toes and came right back up, how could he be the father?

We did use protection I think I felt so heartbroken how was I supposed to tell him that he was going to have a baby and he was the father. I  stood up in shock looking at my mom and right there the tears started to pour. I wish I could go to the past and change what I have done I fell straight to the ground with my knees to the floor crying like I never did before.

       I looked up and saw my mom stretching her hands in front of me saying with tears in her eyes,'' get up Ceilia we can't go back in the past and change what you have done but you can change for the good right now by telling your  dad that you have a little human inside of you.''

 I could have felt the warmness in my mom's heart she gave me a big hug just like the ones grandma used to give me and my sister came and joined us.

      right after that as things were finally straightening out, the officer opened the room and said with this bold voice,'' you have a visitor.''

 it was my dad we haven't seen him for seven years I ran to hug him but as I reach towards him I stopped and  said,'' Dad I know you're disappointed in what you are seeing.''

''if you only came with me instead of staying with your mother this would have never happened,'' he said with this angry tone looking at mom with a crossed eye. 

my mom put down her head with shame and guilt  

I was shocked, at a time like this he could only bring me down and my family I got so mad I stopped him before he could finish,'' all these things that are happening to me, the only thing you could do is to bring us down. Do you know what we went through I didn't have a dad to bring me  up and  to do his role but I had something better than a dad my mom unlike you she doesn't run away from her problems she stays and tries to solve them, so if I was you I would think before I speak.'' I was so angry I felt like pelting something across the room flying.

he looked at me with tears and walked out of the room, I really told him how I felt this was so overwhelming from seven years. every time when it was' father-daughter day' my mom would come to school dressed up as my dad all my classmates use to laugh but I didn't care because she played both of the roles.

if there was a trophy for the best mother it would have been her right after dad left, my mom didn't have a job she didn't know where the next dollar was coming from since dad used all her money on other women. the only reason why we are here right now is because she got a job in the USA bank and she is now manager.