Forever With August <3

Thoughts

*~ A WEEK LATER

August delt with the guy and you were happy with it but  you could help but think about your lost child, you thought if it was a he or she ,how they'd be loving in your life, and how you'd never treat them like your parents did you.When you were little about 3 or 4 your parents dissapeared and you didnt know why or how so you lived with your aunt Kim almost your life and since your aunt was close to blue's mom You two became close for years and years to come ,you wondered why they dissapeared so you called you aunt kim:

*Rings*

*Picks Up*

k:Hello? who's this?

y:its me aunt kimmy , Mya

k:oh Haaay Mya how you been?

y:Good, whaa bout you?

k:im fine, Hows School?

y:Good But i called to ask you something

k: Anything Baby

y: Swear You'll Answer with  no hestitation

k: swear, cross my heart no go ahead

y:okay i just wanted to know what happened to my parents why they just went m.i.a lol

k:...

y:hello?

k:well when you were younger your dad used to drink,ALOT and your mom was pregnant with your sister she gave birth but she had to keep the baby at the hospital because of asthma,

y: i have a sister?

k:yeah

y:wow can i get a chance to meet her?

k:yeah but anyways on her way back your dad  drove her and he was drunk they were driving too fast on the bridge and he lost controll and fell off the bridge, they both died, i think.

y:why you say i think?

k:cuz they nevver found your moms body

y:...but Omg why didnt you tell me?

k: I Didnt Wanna To Hurt Yu Baby

y: you didnt want to hurt me by giving me hope that my dead parents were alive but left me for over 18 years?huh? Thats quite away not to hurt me, all my life i thought my parents hated me and left me i cried myself to sleep sometimes too i aint never new this till now why didnt you tell me answer me the right way aunt kimmy please answer me please.

k:...

y:Answer me!

k:...Mya,

y:ANSWER!

after a minute you hung up on her you felt like you had nothing to live for you were tierd of living, you just couldnt keep living under a mask anymore the "perfect Life" you dreamed of was never going to happen.you were nothing.you had nothing.you lived for nothing.

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*~ Stay Tuned