I sit in my room in the dead of the night ,
My cheeks are cold from my frozen tears
it's the only time I can bring my self to cry .
To try and relieve the pain of the years .
You crushed my dreams ,
And told my lies
I took the hit
and concealed my cries .
You beat me with words
And with the snap of the belt
You make sure no one
Hears my cries for help .
You hated me ,
And I thought it was my fault
So I told no one
Of the pain that I felt .
You cursed me with words
And locked me alone
In a quite place ....
That closet was my home
Books where my haven
And you burned them to ash
The one thing I loved
You ripped from my hands with a slash ...
The slash of the belt
And the cursing of words
I hated my self
And nobody heard .
But don't worry now
For the the mistake is gone
That one last hit
Was all it took
To make you happy
And make me gone .
Warn the others
I'll try my best
But I can't control
What happens to the rest
You can change
And you can lie
About what happened
To me that night
But I will know
And god will to
So fix your mistakes
Before your mistakes
Kills you
