Luke Hemmings Love story

Chapter 1

*Bad language will be used just to warn you*

I woke up and fell off the bed. It made a big thump. I had another nightmare. This time it was less scary than my others. It was about me, in a dark corner just rocking back and forth and crying. I heard voices that were calling me these bad names like 'bitch, slut, worthless' and other bad names that just started to make me cry. I got back up and went under the warm soft blankets.

I woke up and grabbed my clothes and went in the shower, I got undressed and hopped in the shower. I felt the cool water hit my skin. I took a long shower. I got out and put on my clothes. I got out the bathroom and sat on my bed, got the hair dryer and did my hair. I was thinking, of what it's like to not be bullied and not be hated. I got out of my thoughts and went down stairs to greet my mom "hi Andrea, good morning" "good morning" we both had a smile on our face but mine was fake. "are you happy for school tomorrow" she asked I just stayed silent. "Em ya" "good" she said shooting it out very fast "hopefully no one will bully you" she gave me a tight hug. Ashton came "hi what is for breakfast" "nothing I thought I would give you guys money to go get some breakfast" me and Ashton looked at each other. We never had brother and sister time in a long time "sure" we both said "jinks" we both said then I said "black out, yes finally I get to say it" he smiled at me and gave me a big hug and I hugged back. "I miss these times when you guys would be the best of friends" I smiled and this time it was my real smile, I never thought I could have a real smile ever again. "Ashton can we go to IHOP" "sure" I jumped and gave him a big hug. We had to move to Australia cause I was getting bullied in my old school. Ashton got in the car and so did I but I was more excited. I put on my seat belt and Ashton was about to dive until I yelled "DON'T FORGET YOUR SEAT BELT ALWAYS BE SAFE" "thanks for telling me but i'm right next to you I don't think you should've screamed in my ear" "well sorry just want you to be safe cause I care about you and love you" "I love you too" the rest of the car ride was us listening to Blank Space by Taylor Swift very loud and we shouted the lyrics. We made it to IHOPE. I got pancakes and so did Ashton. We started talking about how our new school was going to be. We finished and we decided to bring mom something. We got her big pancake, after we drove home but Ashton past it "um ash the house was back there" "I know" I was thinking he is trying to surprise me, I hate surprises. We stopped at this house with 3 boys there. I hate boys they are so mean except Ashton he is the best big brother I could ever have. Ashton got out the door and I did the same, I was quiet "Hey guys this is my little sister Andrea" Ashton said. Why did he have to introduce me "hi" I said quietly. One of the boys had red hair and it was spiky the other had blond quiff hair with blue eyes and a lip ring the last one had 2 tattoos and had brown eyes and had like a black hair. "hi I'm Michael Clifford" the red hair one said, he gave me a hug. That was so awkward "I'm Calum" the one with black hair said "I'm Luke Hemmings" the blond blue eye guy said "hi" I'm so shy around new people "this is my new band members" "cool" and the fake smile came back "wanna hear one of our songs?" "sure" 'she's dropin out of school cause she don't need the grades, the colors in her hair done seem to fade, I get dressed up when I do out but she gets dressed down, and she's 17 I told her I'm 20 I couldn't take her out cause moms got no money, the stuff like this that makes me wish I could change some how' The ending came and Ashton said "that's suppose to be our song 'try hard'" "I like it" I gave my fake smile again when can I just have a real smile, oh wait I know when, when I am actually happy. Luke came over and sat next to me. I was writing in my diary. I closed it when he came over where I was, he got my hand and our fingers intertwined, is this what it feels to be truly in love. But what if he is another mistake. I quickly got up and went to Ashton "can we go home now" "ok, bye guys" I ran to the car and sat in the back and got out my diary and wrote 'Diary I think I am in love with Ashton's friend Luke. I can tell he likes me back but what if he is not the right kind of guy' I closed it and put in my head phones, I put it on full blast and listen to Blank Space by Taylor Swift. I cuddled into a ball and just thought 'why is I'm so fucking obsessed with Luke' tears started to stream down my face. I made sure Ashton didn't see. 'He is just another mistake that will break your heart like all the other bastards that did' I ran to my room after getting out the car. I kept thinking of Blank Space and played it over and over until my phone died, it was 5:47pm when my phone was at 20% I put it on my charger and went down stairs, "Hi hun Ashton friends are coming over and going to spend the night" that's when I just started breathing heavily, "when are they coming?" "13 minutes at 6" shit I ran up my room and got in some of my better clothes. 'don't worry school is tomorrow and you won't see them' I put on some shorts and a spaghetti strap and put on my favorite sandals they had pink flamingos on them. I did my hair and brushed my teeth, by the time I was done it was 5:57pm. I checked my phone it went up to 34% the doorbell rang. I jump and I looked out the window and saw that is was them. "ANDREA GET DOWN HERE, THEY ARE HERE" I shrugged and went down stairs, I had to open the door and when I opened the door I saw Luke standing there with a big smile to see me. "come in" I said than ran to my room and locked it. Thank god my mom didn't see. I heard a knock on the door "who is it" "Luke" I stayed silent until the door opened. I thought I locked it. Shit he came it, I lied down and stayed silent "come down for dinner" "No" I didn't want to eat look its getting to late and schools tomorrow "why?" "because of school tomorrow" "ok goodnight" "night" I drifted off to sleep and I didn't even notice that my mom was at the door way mad at me