Pain Kills , Love Heals .

Chapter 3

Trey POV

Picture of Jharred

I haven't talk to Amya for a couple of weeks or seen my daughter. I know it was fucked up for what I did and I regret it. But I had to teach Shari a lesson. This Bitch thought I was playing when I said stay away from Amya. But what I did to Amya was unexplainable I don't Even no why I would hurt my baby girl like that. I knew I fucked up real bad. I've been talking to Haley a lit more Trying To get her to talk to Amya so I can see my daughter but she ain't budging.  But I get to see my baby today , although Amya Don't Know .

Haley POV

I've been talking to Trey a lot more but I don't think Amya wants anything to do with him. He suppose to be coming over here for visitation to see Na'zia. So I washed Na'zia up And Went To Her Room And Got Her Some White High waisted Shorts , A Pink Crop Top , and her pink sandals . Amya Was Getting ready for work. It Was 1:45 & She Had To Be There At 2:00 . There Was A Knock At The Door , I Handed Na'zia To Amya , And Jogged Downstairs To See Who Was At The Door , I Opened The Door And Looked Up It Was Trey I Told Him Amya Was Still Here . He Pushed Me Out The Way And Yelled I Don't Give A Fuck While He Ran Up Stairs To Where Amya Was Holding Na'zia , He Shut The Door And Sat On The Chair And Looked At Amya . Amya Looked Pissed. 

Amya POV

Haley What The Hell Is He Doing Here ? I Yelled . I Was Hella Pissed , Haley Knew I Ain't Wanna Talk To , Nor See Him . All He Did Was Stare At Me I Started To See Tears In His Eyes , He Was Fighting It Back , But Then They All Just Bursted Out Tears Were Rolling Down His Face , He Walked Over Too Me And Everything Spilled Out ' AMYA I WANT YOU AND YOU ONLY , YOU THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME THERE AIN'T NO WAY I CAN LIVE ON THIS EARTH WITHOUT YOU . I KNOW I FUCKED UP , BUT EVERYBODY HAS FAULTS I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE. I KNOW I SHOULD'VE NEVER SLEPT WITH SHARI , AND I KNOW I SHOULD'VE NEVER FUCKED HER ASS UP BEFORE YOU WENT IN LABOR , I ALSO KNOW I SHOULD'VE NEVER HURT YOU WHILE YOU WAS IN THE HOSPITAL. PLEASE FORGIVE ME I KNOW I HAVE TREATED YOU SO BAD IN THESE 4 YEARS WE BEEN TOGETHER BUT I DO IT BECAUSE IT MAKES US CLOSER BECAUSE WE GO THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER .I AIN'T NEVER CRY OVER A GIRL . Trey Continued To Cry . 

Amya POV

Trey I Got Work , Bye I Will Call You Later , And Don't Leave This House With My Baby I Said Handing Na'zia To Him.  I Walked Down The Stairs , And Looked At Haley And Rolled My Eyes . I Walked Out The Door , Got In My Car And Drove Off.  I Walked In The Building And This Really Cute Guy Walked Over To Me And Said Hi My Name Is Jharred , Hi I'm Amya I Shaked His Hand . We Started To Walk Towards The Elevator

CONVERSATION

Jharred - I'm a new employer here

Me- I was just leaving for lunch wanna come

Jharred - sure

Me and Jharred went out to lunch at Olive Garden we talked and talked and it turns out we have a lot in common. When we finished eating we went back to the office when we go settled in the office we went over a case. It was almost time to go so I packed up my stuff and got into my car before I could drive off someone called my name it was Jharred. I stopped the car and told him to get in we drove to Haley's house. When we arrived at her house we walked inside Haley and Na'zia was knocked out on the couch I woke Haley up and I picked Na'zia up and took her to her room Jharred stayed downstairs I laid Na'zia in her crib. I Went Back Downstairs And Haley Was Looking At Jharred Sone Type Of Way , I Wondered Why But I Aint Say Nothing . I Asked Haley To Keep An Eye On Na'Zia And I Will Be Back In The Morning . Me And Jharred Hopped In The Car , And Drove Off, We Pulled Up To His House , It Was Small . He Showed Me To His Bedroom And I Laid On His Bed He Got Beside Me And Pulled Me Over To Him And Said I Dont Want Nothing , I Just Want You . I Thought He Wanted Sex Or something But He Didn't . I Dozed Off I His Bed .  I Woke Up Took A Shower And Did My Hygiene , I Put On My Blue Crop Top , And My Gold Silky Jeans , With My Blue And Gold Sandals . I Woke Jharred Up And Told Him I Was Leaving . He Sighed And Said Okay. When I Walked Out His House My Phone Started Ringing It Was Trey I Answered .

Conversation

Me - hello

Trey - hey

Me - what do you want trey

Trey - I want to get back with you

Me - I don't know if I'm ready to get back with you yet

Trey - what u mean i love you and I'm sorry

Me - Trey , I'm sick and tired of hearing sorry it don't mean shit to me anymore .

Trey - sighed and hangs up .

I Wasn't In The Mood For His Sorry Ass Right Now . I Hopped In My Car And Drove Over To Haley's , I Went In And Seen All Kinds Of Shopping Bags In The Living Room Floor I Heard My Baby Giggled So I Walked Up To Haley's Room And They Was Having A Mini Fashion Show , My Baby Looked Beautiful , But I Still Ain't Wanna Look At Haley , After She Let Trey Come Over . Haley Spoils That Girl Too Much , That Baby Want Something ... Haley Gets It For Her . I Said Na'Zia Come Here We Gotta Go , She Looked Sad But Haley Walked Her Over Too Me . Haley Looked At Me Pissed Off , I Said what , Shes My Baby ? Haley Said Amya Who Watches This Baby Most The Time ? Me , Who Had This Child When You Went To Jharreds Last Night ? Who Has Her When You Wanna Go To A Party ? Or When You Wanna Go To The Club ? Who Has This Baby When You At Work ? Who Has Her When You Out If State ? Me I Spend More Of My Time With This Baby Then Anybody Does ! You All Don't Have A Place To Stay So Who Was A Real Mf Friend And Let You Stay Here ? Me . You Cant Afford A BabySitter So Who Watching YOUR Child ? ME ! , Now You Wanna Take Her When You See We Having Fun . I Just Went Out And Spent 7,000 On This Child So Me And Her Could Have A Good Day , But Then Her Mom Shows Up And She Cant Do Shit But When You Wanna Do Something Fun She Always With Me So Why Cant She Do Anything? You Don't Ever Do Shit With Her So I Do ! THEN YOU HAD THE NERVE TO ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME WHEN TREY BUSTED THROUGH THE DOOR AND PUSHED ME , LIKE I COULD HAVE STOPPED HIM !!!!! THEN GET MAD WHEN I LOOK AT JHARRED SOME TYPE OF WAY BECAUSE THAT'S MY EX BOYFRIEND ! DAMN I HAVE BEEN THE BEST FRIEND TO YOU I CAN BE WHILE YOUR LIVING IN MY HOUSE , EATING MY FOOD , RUNNING UP MY BILLS , AND I GET TREATED LIKE THIS BACK IN RESPECT ? Haley Finished And Walked To Her Closet To Get Some Stuff... Haley I Ain't Kn..... Haley Cut Me Off And Said I Will Be Back Next Friday. She Walked Down The Stairs Grabbed Her Keys And Left She Left Her Phone Here . I Took Na'Zia And Changed Her Pamper And Cloths , And Put Her In Her Car Seat And Walked Out . Locked The Door , Put Her Car seat In The Car And Drove Off .