Cascade of thoughts

B r o k e n V o w

Promised you'll be back again,

Maybe I was too fool to believe in vain.

Your words are full of love back then,

But now it's all the pain, I gain.

Afraid that the truth will hurt me,

When it's you who hurt me more completely.

Now, I dont know myself anymore.

I never see myself laughing unlike before.

Tears washed by the rain,

I look up in the sky and pray.

I close my eyes and feel the pain,

Hoping it will soon fade and change.

I guess, I'm not that smart.

Letting you control my life.

Still stuck with your broken promises,

Waiting until I became hopeless.

But hey,

You misread my vulnerability,

You think, you've won by hurting me.

Yes it hurts like hell but I've already move on,

I wont believe in your promises from now on.