Ruel Imagines :)

Memories part.1

I just had to put gospel there cause I love that song🥺

Y/N - Your name
Y/H/T - Your home town
Italics - memories
You and Ruel have been dating for 5 and a half months.

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*Your POV*

* PRESS TO BUY FEEE TIME TOUR TICKETS*
I looked at the screen and hesitated, I wasn't sure if this was the right decision.

So I sighed, closed my computer and went in on Instagram.
After awhile I came a cross Ruel's private account, I scrolled down and pressed on a post. It was a picture from our 5 moths anniversary.
I looked at the picture and read the caption out loud.
"Happy five months to us, I still can't believe that I can call you mine, love you forever Y/N"
God was so happy back then. Look at me now I'm sitting all alone, crying over some stupid picture.
I couldn't bare to watch it anymore so I threw away my phone and closed my eyes. I used to be so happy but it all changed, the worst part wasn't that Ruel broke up with me. It was the reason behind it, he broke up with me because of his career. His management thought it would be better if he was single so he could go on tours without me being a burden. And so all the fan girls could crush on him with out feeling guilty. So he broke up with me, his career was apparently more important then I was. But I still miss him I can't really help myself, he was the best thing that happened to me.
I remember every word he said when he broke up with me, it doesn't matter how hard I try to forget it. I still remember it and everywhere I go I see him. A/N (Hehe, get it?)

I had just come home from school and I instantly went home to Ruel so we could cuddle and talk. He had seemed a bit off lately but I figured that he just was tired from making his new album. I knocked on the door but no one answered so I sighed and knocked again this time Coco opened the door with a sad smile.
"Hi Coco" I said with a smile
"Hi Y/N" she said sorrowful smile
"What's wrong?" I asked looking dazed and confused
"I'm just tired, Ruel is in his room" She said with once again a sad smile
I shrugged it of and went upstairs.
I went into Ruel's room with a big smile and screamed "HIYA ROOLIO"
"Could you be any louder" he said as he really rolled his eyes
"Wow sorry, stop being so mean" I said as I sat down on the bed and cuddled into his side
He pushed me away as he said "Stop" with a stern voice
"Geeze why so mad bro" I said as I laughed
"I'm trying to be serious Y/N" he said as he once again rolled his eyes
He looked me in the eyes and said "We need to talk"
I immediately knew something was wrong, but he wasn't gonna break up with me? Right?
He looked at the wall and whispered "We need to break up"
"What?" I said looking dazed and confused
He sighed and said "it's not you, and it's not me"
"Then who is it" I said as we locked eyes
"It's my management" he said as he avoided my look
"They say that it's better if I'm single, now that I'm getting big and all" he hesitantly looked in my eyes and said "They don't think that the fan girls would be so happy when they found out that I have a girlfriend"
"Screw them" I said with a smile "We can make our own decisions"
"No we can't, I know this is sick in a bad way. But I'm still a child and if I want a career I have to choose"
I looked at him with tears in my eyes "you have to choose me or career, and you choose career. Right?"
"Right. Don't take this wrong, I love you a lot but I think it's better if we break up. I'm going on a tour soon and you know I'm bad at long distance"
"I know" I said with a chuckle, we had to do long distance a while when I visited my family and it didn't work out so well. It all ended up with Ruel spending the whole holiday with my family in Y/H/T.
I was crying at this point and Ruel leaned forward to wipe away my tears. But I pushed away his hand and said "Don't"
He looked at me and said "I think you should go now" I looked back at him a last time and smiled "yeah I should go"
So I stood up and went out of his room, but I turned around when I was at his door "Bye Ruel" I said one last time
"Bye Y/N" he said as he wiped away his tears

That was one months ago, and Im still not over him. I haven't  seen his since that day, he went on a tour a week later and he's actually coming home next week, I only know that cause Coco told me not because I still care about him.
But who am I fooling I still car about him and he's actually having a last concert here in Sydney and then the tour was over.
That was my chance to see him again, I really needed to see him but I didn't wanna show up at his door and ask him to take me back.
I sighed and opened my computer.
I wasn't sure if this was the right decision, but I didn't have to talk to him right?
I could just show up at his concert and watch the show as a normal fan, I didn't have to talk to him.
All I needed was to see him again.
I went in on the site and hesitated before I pressed on the button 'buy tickets to Free Time Tour'.

What the fuck did I just do.

Hiii this imagine suck but meh :)
English isn't my first language so I'd be happy if you correct all my spelling and grammar mistakes.

Lots of love💞
Believe in yourself 🥔
-L❤️