The envisions created of you,
entrap my body in a natural tune,
pure torture of all thoughts so good,
never anything you fully understood,
exploited to the point of exhaustion,
taken aback by the ultimate destruction,
streams run down my face,
as I remember all things I tried to erase,
cancelled revisions fight to escape,
wondering if it can ever reshape,
clueless as to why it once was forgotten,
thoughts just seem so rotten,
slowly my heart keeps beating,
feeling as if every breath is just repeating,
wishing this body could be nonchalant,
unfortunately nothing is always so vaunt,
feelings rush to my veins,
crushing my vital remains,
wanting nothing more than for me to disappear,
But It's impossible when you seem to reappear,
to my demise you have hurt me for the last time,
slaying at my throat as I try to say I'm fine,
unable to stay steady from the place I feel confined,
I feel misused, abused,
And ultimately mislead to a point I can't return,
I would say it's too late to try to negotiate,
But I'm trying on my own even if that means I end up alone,
It's taken me awhile but I know now I can't be so vile,
The thoughts of you I once carried in my mind made me ever so blind,
To the very mistake I stupidly made when I said I needed you,
In that moment it seemed to be true, but after all this time it was just a moment too soon.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts of a Lonely Teenager
PoetryThese are poems I have written in the past or recently, I like the type of writing I do so try not to criticize so much but I'm trying to adapt to more ways or writing also.
