𝐿𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑆𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑟 ~ 𝑀𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑎 𝑃𝑜𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑖𝑜

Chapter 21

As soon as i walk in , i break down as does Alvaro. And then i see a tear run down Mattia's face , he was crying because he new Alvaro and i were hurting and that hurt him. We walk in and set by our Gma and we see our dad setting in the back. It was only right to tell him he could set by us. Though mom wasn't here she'd still want us to be civil with him since he has stepped up the past few days that still doesn't make up for years of absence. He walks up and sets next to Alvaro which is next to me while Mattia is on the other side by Grandma. (btw she loves Mattia) After everyone else gets settled , the service starts. The room was silent other then the loud cryers in the back. i'm the type of person that doesn't like to cry infront of people so i was being quiet and just letting the tears roll down my face. After every other tear Mattia would wipe them off my face with that opposite hand of the one i wasn't tightly gripping. he puts my hair behind my ear and whispers..
m- i love you babygirl , you're so strong.
y/n- i love you too (i softly whisper back)
Once the service was over Alvaro , Mattia and i got into his car and followed everyone to the grave yard for the burial. When i saw them out her in the ground.... my heart shattered. i couldn't take it. i had to step away. Mattia came with me ofc.
m- baby i'm sorry.
y/n- i lost my best friend , my mom , and my rock. idk what to do anymore 😭
he takes a firm grip upon me as he wraps his arms across my body. i put my head in his chest and cried. we then go back and sing her favorite song as they are lowering her 6ft under. we then leave. it was time to toughen up , go back home , pack , and head to new jersey. Gma left right after the service to get mine and Alvaro's rooms straightened up for us. Alvaro has been silent this entire time.
y/n- hey , how you holding up. i know today was hard on all of us.
a- idk i don't wanna talk , i'm sorry sis.
I felt his pain and to know that he was going through the same thing and didn't have anyone by his side besides me and the boys hurt my heart a little more.
a- but ya know what....
(tbc) 💔