I struggled my way through, I thought he knew. He didn't, he never took the hint. He showed me love and care, it was nothing but a dare. For The love I seeked, was of not but deceit. The tremors going through me could be nothing but heat.
I did not know what was real or fake. I just knew he was a steal, though I was wrong. He took care of me, but his motives were the take away. I grew dependent, he took advantage. I did not understand, he said it was love. I took what I could, whether it was wrong or not, I lost trust long before.
I know I'm stuck, for I have not moved in a long time. I wait for him, quietly. He tucks me in and says a lullaby. I feel the love, I feel the pain. Which is worse, it's just a curse.
I cannot feel, I've lost my mind
He reels me in and takes his time.
I scream out loud, he says he's proud.
There is nothing left of me,
I drift away.
He flicks the tea right off,
Dare he say "it's time you knew"
I could not breathe,
For it was bound to happen.
But I can't live without
I have so many doubts.
He says it's nothing but a waste
The words he fed me had no taste.
He said to take his hand. I did not budge. He grabbed me and yelled. I screamed and shout. He glared, I stared. There was no way to win this, I just want out. He said no. There was nothing but a broken love lost and fallen. No way back and a return wasted. Breathing was hard in the air that night. As hard as it squeezed me, I welcomed the pain and drifted away.
