It's odd, Really
To wake up everyday, With other people just across
the hall.
To be apart of a team
I never would've thought they would accept me again, Not after what I had done.
I betrayed them, I betrayed my father
And worst of all, I betrayed the one person who genuinely cared about me...
Jason.
The one person I was unfortunately falling in love with..
And I broke him
I broke him, Mentally and emotionally.
He gave me his heart and I shattered it into a million pieces.
To say I don't have particularly interesting dreams about him would be a lie, I suppose I should move on.
But my body refuses and so does my mind, I yawn as I lazily force my legs to move
It's 6AM
I'm used to waking early and it's never really a problem, Perhaps I am just tired over Jerichos excessive need to talk.
Keeping me up at night, Unable to fall asleep while I listen to my half brother ramble on and on about things I simply have no interest in
Or things I just don't feel like talking about.
His voice fills my ears again
Oh come on sis! Don't look so upset. I can keep you company if you want, You seem lonely no one really talks to you, Do they?
What a perfect way to remind me I have no friends here.
You've done enough Jericho. Keeping me up at night. Will you ever just shut up for once?
I reply
I just want to get to know you better, Since we will be sharing a body and all.
Of course he says this, I'm not surprised.
I give one last annoyed response before blocking him out completely.
Or at least trying too
Bond with me when I'm not on a schedule.
With that, I shuffle my feet on the hardwood floor over to my dresser
Tossing the oversized shirt I went to sleep in previously, Off.
My fingers trail across the soft sweater I've chosen, along with some tight skinny jeans that compliment my figure perfectly
I feel a bit strange, Knowing that someone else is watching everything that goes on through my own eyes or eye for that matter.
So for a moment I hesitate, not exactly comfortable removing my undergarments with someone other than me watching
Don't worry, I'm not watching. I promise
I forget about this part, The part where he can feel my own displeasure
Well I would hope so.
As I begin removing my sports bra I wince at the sudden tremor of pain on my ribs.
Perfect
A bruise, Actually several of them.
I'm not alarmed, This is just the result of yesterdays training session with Garfield
The one who changes into animals with the unattractive hair.
Green, Out of all colors...
I'm not the strongest, I'm aware of that and I was especially aware when Gar threw me against a wall at my attempt to tackle him to the ground.
