Don't Live Your Past (Radiodust fanfic)

Help

(Nightmare)
The pain was unreal almost deadly. All Angel could hear was the crack of a whip on his skin, his father yelling at him, and his muffled cries and screams for HELP. He had just told his family he was gay and his father drug him to a tree outside and tied him down covered his mouth and was now beating him with a whip. He heard the cock of a gun. BAM! The bullet hit his eye and now he was bleeding from his eye, both arms, legs, and torso.
(End nightmare)
(Nobody's POV)
Angel Dust sprung from his bed as someone knocked on the door. He fell flat on his face and crawled to the door.
"Angel dear Charlie needs you" Alastor said knocking on the door again.
"Ya ya ok be right out!" Angel yelled from the bathroom. He had that nightmare again. It was about his past when he told his family he was gay. For the past month he had that nightmare over and over again. He got anxiety and would have panic attacks from time to time. He was also deep into depression and would slit his wrists and say mean things to himself everyday. He seemed to have cried himself to sleep again. 'Again...? Ugh. Well this is what crybabies get.' He thought as he pulled a razor blade from his drawer. One minute later all four of his arms are covered in slits, cuts, and even gashs. Angel smiles at his work. He then throws on a long sweater and some sweatpants and goes downstairs to see what Charlie wants him for.
(Angel's POV)
Charlie told me to go to the grocery store to get food for the hotel. I thought I could get away from that smiling creep of a radio demon Alastor. But Noooooo Charlie insisted on Alastor coming with me so we can"get along" her words not mine. UGH all I want to be alone from this guy. I stay silent the whole time but on the way back he asked me alot of  questions. I don't answer but he keeps pestering me until...
"Dear,are you okay your awfully quiet today."
"..."
I'm lost in thought but then he grabbed two of my hands and pinned me the wall of a random building. He asked again in a serious tone "Are you okay?" I shivers and nod my head yes Alastor doesn't believe me and tightens his grip, squeezing my fresh cuts I Yelp in pain. Alastor slips off my gloves and stares at my wrists in absolute shock. I grab my gloves off the ground and run to the Happy Hotel. I run to my room and start sobbing uncontrollably. Why? Why did he do that? I think to myself then I hear yelling and it sounded like Molly, Alastor, Vaggie, and Cherri. The girls are yelling at Alastor because they think he hurt me. The yelling gets annoying an I grab a knife walk to the foyer and throw it at the wall nearly hitting all four of them. I yell at them to shut up and to listen to each other's story politely like Charlie would want them to. I start to walk off but an invisible force pulls me to them and slips my gloves off using them to cover my eyes. The girls gasp as Alastor explains what happened with every detail.