Give Me More

Crazy [M]

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I think I'm going crazy.

Not that I wasn't a little bit already. I don't think anyone can go through so many years of training and constant stress, followed by even more stress after debut, without losing it a little.

So yeah... I, Lalisa Manoban, am crazy.

All blackpink members have some crazy in them, really. Not that you didn't know already. I mean I'm sure you've all seen our vlives and witnessed the insanity that is Blackpink.

But talking about Blackpink and crazy does lead me to the fact that a certain member has apparently made it her mission to make me crazier than I normally am.

Insane.

Mental.

Bonkers.

Cuckoo.

Loco.

Choose one and multiply it by black holes.
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It started innocently enough. So innocently that, at first, I didn't notice at all.

As you all probably know by now, there are a few facts about about us Pinks that no one can deny.

I'm the hottest.

Jisoo unnie loves chicken.

ChaeFood is the superior ship.

And more relevant to this particular situation...

Jennie is clingy.

But that's normal, right? Jendukie clings to people she cares about. She's very touchy like that which is something that I've noticed is comforting to her.

It never really surprised me though. After all from what I got from her stories about the past, she grew up very lonely due to her parents being busy with work and traveling all the time. I mean she lived alone in New Zealand when she was ten.

TEN!

For all I've been through, living in a foreign country and having to learn to adapt and being away from family? She did it too and she was so so young. In a way it helped us relate to each other a little when we first met.

Helped us become friends.

So, yeah. Clingy Jennie? I was used to it. Never bothered me before. I felt good giving her some comfort and it made me feel better too.

Until now.

Like I said earlier, I didn't notice at first how she would be extra clingy with me. I thought it was just she was a bit touch starved... That she was probably doing the same to everyone.

Then her hands started doing more than just clinging to me. Her thumb started moving in circles on my skin, my knuckles my knees. Where ever her hands landed when she hugged me, soon her fingers would start caressing there.

But, she never gave a clue that she even noticed what she was doing and it felt good, so I just enjoyed it.

Then one of the rare days when all four of us were free to spend the day home and just watch Netflix, Jisoo unnie and Chaeng sat together on the sofa and I made my nest on a comfy armchair when Jennie entered the darkened room and sat on the arm next to me, her leg subtly nudging my own.

I looked up to find her pouting at me until I chuckled and opened my arms for her and she gave me a gummy smile as she moved closer to snuggle against me. We were like ten minutes into the movie when one of her hands started softly playing with my hair.