Now I got you in my space, I wont let go of you.....
Lyrics sa kantang LATCH by Sam Smith.
Tulad ng kanta, heto ka ngayon sa buhay ko. The very last thing and definitely would not happen is to let go of you.
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Ito yung chapter na, ewan kung anong magiging reaksyon mo.
Matatawa.
Maiiyak.
Malulungkot.
Magagalit.
Ewan.
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Lets start ..
I dont remember so much with you during highschool. I dont even remember when and where and why we became bestfriends.
But, That time. Nov. 22, 2019. your 17th birthday? right? tanda mo na noh? we celebrated your birthday at an inland resort with your friends and lover. ui.. remember him? hahahaha.. I remember that. I could even draw the setting. That was..... how do you define it? ikaw na bahala.
During College days up to present, countless of memories ang pwedeng isulat. If only may machine na kayang basahin ang utak at gawin itong book o movie agad2. pero wala eh. Akalain mo yun, Nov 19 2014 ngayon. (Nov. 20 na.encode) siyempre 20 bukas.... at akala ko 20 birthday mo, and I was like embarrassed when I realized I was wrong. remember pinaopen mo account mo, and there, I saw the birthdate. Love talaga ako nI Lord. daming ways.
As I was saying, busy ako ngayon.
MAKING GRADES
LESSON PLANS
DEMONSTRATIONS
DOCUMENTS FOR APPLICATION
UTAK LAHAT ANG PUHUNAN.
PERO ALAM MO! NAGAWA KO PA TO IN JUST 3 DAYS?
TO SURPRISE YOU.
haaay! ganyan ka kahalaga sa akin.
leta start really.
Remember that time, yung time parang time na mat time at may time ako. Yun yung time na parang isang time pero hindi siya yun na time eh? pero parang yun yun na time eh. Time ba yun?
First Year College.
Life was easy.
no worries
no hassles
no pressure
But.....
Naalala mo pa ba? ang highlight nang life natin nun?
I decided you'd come to my boarding house, just to talk about our lives, our paths, our loves. Nagluto pa nga ako ng TUYO na paborito ko, danggit, kasi wala akong maisip na lutuin.
Pero that time, that moment, we confronted her( the girl) about rumors sa dorm niyo, kasi diba iisa lang dorm niyo. Nakakatawa lang isipin kesa sa maiyak at malungkot tayo.
Nakakatawa kasi, the way we confronted her was a child-like attitude. Inosente. Walang muwang how to confront a girl with a heavy problem. Nagtulakan pa tayo.
It started with: "May gusto ka bang sabihin sa amin *insert name here*
And shes like: (inosente face with bewilderment) Huh? bakit?
tayo: nagkasala ka anoh?
siya: wat!?! (almost know na niya wat atong ginamean)
tayo: ahm, number gud?:(
And then, she breaks down and cry. We dont why she cried. Baka alam mo, share naman. Pero that was the time that we were relief, or ako lang? kasi ikaw kasi parang guilty, kasi diba her mother trusted her daughter with your care.
Next.
Remember that time.....
Your birthday was fast approaching. Tapos nasa ibang school kana nun. Your birthday was planned and organized by J. Tapos planu ko pumunta at dapat nakaviolet
But.
Sadly.
I didnt come. Something came up. And you know how much I wanted to be there. To celebrate with you. But to tell frankly why hindi ako nakapunta, aside from wala akonh money, nahihiya ako dahil parang ako lang ang the other one.
Marami pa akong gusto isulat dito. Pero dalawa na lang or tatlo ba iyon.
May rason bakit yun lang yung isinulat ko.
First, There comes a time na we have everything. Happiness, joy, success fulfillment. Like we are not worrying about what lies ahead. We just make memories in a twisted way.
But life is an upside down journey, maraming lubak na dadaanan. Hindi palaging masaya. That brings me to the second reason.
I want to say sorry .
Not because I broke your heart. Huwag mag-assume. Hindi tayo.
But because, sometimes I disappoint you (ayaw lageg expect). Hindi lang dahil nadidisappoint kita in a little manner. Birthdays mo wala ako. (wala ka mga sa birthdays, thanksgivings ko eh).Sorry if wala pa akong nabibigay na gift sa yo, (demanding mo masyado) Sa mga times na wala ko nang kinailangan mo ako. Sorry if I always make "away " you. Pero I dont mean them. Nasasanay ka naman. Pero sa lahat ng iyon. I want to say....
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Kulang ang CAPSLOCK. BOLD.ITALICIZED word na thank you. Sa lahat2 nang nagawa mo.
Ikaw ang naging ate at nanay ko, pati na counselor tuwing may problema ako na hindi ko kayang ishare sa parenta at real ate ko. Lalong lalo na when I knocked on my feet, you always stand by me. Ikaw ang ginawang tuhod at paa ni Jesus para sa kin.
Dahil may kaaway ako sa tuwing boring ang life. Para may twist, aawayin kita. Lalong lalo na kapag namimiss kita kapag wala tayong topic na pag-uusapan.
Thank you for being a Friend. Bestfriend. May kaibigan akong laging katawanan kahit sa pinakasimple, pinakakorny, pinakawalang silibing joke, tinatawanan natin. Kahit nga problema tinatawanan natin.Parang tanga lang di ba? Yung feeling na, alam natin pareho ang isanh bagay, movie, tv add, book, memories pero nagshi-share pa rin tayo para lang may pagtawanan at mapag-usapan.
At siyempre, for being my lover.
Sinong may sabing wala akong girlfriend? eh ano ka? butetefriend? bayawakfriend? hindi nga tayo officially pero ang nakatali sa atin naman ay sobra pa sa magjowa sa tabi tabi. Na in a minute,maghihiwalay.
Tayo?
Parang abs-cbn mobile,
Happy lang, Walang ending.
The best relationship that a person could ever have. A Friend and A Bestfriend.
Someone asked you, anong mas better diba, friend or lover?
kapag ako tinanung nun? my answer would
You. A lover and a Bestfriend.
HappyBirthday.
so much for that now.
Message ko para sa iyo sa birthday mo? wala, yun na lahat yun.. haay.
Alam mo naman diba I want to publish a book entitled "My Bestfriend and I". aayusin ko na lang to kapag hindi na akp busy.
