Regrets //VIXX Hongbin

Epilogue

Hongbin's POV

As I finished reading the last note, I sighed and put it back in it's envelope before putting it in my pocket. It's been five years since she left. She left without telling me anything. She left me with uncountable questions and these notes gave me the answer.

I've been reading these notes again and again until I learn to forgive her. It still caused me pain till today but it slowly fades. And I admit, I still love her to this day.

I stood up from the bench and decided to go to the market to buy something to cook. And as I went there, I saw a little girl crying. It hurts my heart so I went to her and tried my best to figure out what's wrong. I crouched down to level her height and asked her,

“Why are you crying, little girl?”

And she answered,

“I lost my eomma and my appa. Please help me find them, Ahjussi”

I nodded and stood to my real height and held her little hand. We went around the market and searched for her parents. After a few minutes of searching, the little girl let go of my hand and run away. There from a distance, I saw her ran to her parents...

To my surprise, her mother is my ex and her father is no other than my old friend, Jaehwan. They hugged her while my ex lover keeps on crying then I noticed something. Another life is growing in her. Looks like they are really happy with each other.

I smiled bitterly from afar without noticing tears falling. I smiled and thought,

“I regret nothing my dear
Even if it hurts like my heart was pierced by a spear
I forgive you for what you've done
And I'm happy to see you having fun

If you regret everything
I did not, I never did
Even if you left me hurting
I still forgive you and had memories I'll never get rid

I still love you truly
Truly, madly, deeply
Still love everything about you
I swear, I still do

I regret nothing
I don't regret a single thing
If this is what our destiny wants
Then I will stop these memories that haunts

I love you
I still do
I still love you
And I don't regret letting you cause me the pain I've been through...”