*EDITING* Adopted by Magcon

Chapter 6

Cameron's POV

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia.

And forget about the stupid little things.

Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you.

And the memories I never can escape.

Cause I'm not fine at all.

I was listening to Amnesia by 5sos. That song really expresses my feelings. And perfectly sums up for me what happened. For Lily my line from that song for her is, "I'll hold you closer than I ever did before." Cause honestly the doctors haven't came out and told me if she was dead or alive. I was completely sobbing at this point.

Lily's POV

All my friends tell me I should move on.

I'm lying in the ocean singing your song.

Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh.

That's how you sang it.

And there's no remedies for memory's.

Your face is like a melody.

It won't leave my head.

Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine.

But I wish I was dead.

Every time I close my eyes.

It's like a dark paradise.

Lana Del Rey is old and in heaven and singing to me. She says Cameron's soul is haunting me and telling me everything is fine. But honestly I want to stay here. My birth mom is here somewhere. I want to stay and be with her. She says heaven is like the real world except she says you are always happy and never get hurt. She says Jesus is here. She's says when you start crying in heaven, Jesus will say everything is fine. She's says she agrees with Jesus because Jesus had his judgment day. And he sent birth daddy to hell and all the murderers, bad people, and bullies to hell. I want to stay here where I'll see everyone else who loved me. I feel something touch my arm I turn around. It's mommy. She says I can't stay. She says the time is not right. But I want to stay. I want to stay with her. Always being happy. Where there's no razors, no knives no more scars. I want to stay here. Eating Popsicles being rich, seeing everyone around me happy. But no Lana Del Rey comes up to me she sings This Is What Makes Us Girls. Them instantly, I feel like I'm falling. Not to hell but somewhere.

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(AN) Man was this chapter with Lily deep. Fine! I want to keep writing! One more chapter! BUT THAT'S IT! My mom is not dead nor is Lana Del Rey but I love Lana's music And I like my birth dad this is just a story!
Well stay awesome little widows!