im drowning inside (sam pottorff)

chapter 1

thts Vanessa in the cover btw

*Vanessas POV*

*beep beep beep* I rolled over and hit snooze today was another day of my new dreaded high school. I forced myself to get up. I got in the shower and got out and dried my hair because I didnt feel like curling it and I did light makeup.

For clothes I weared acid washed jeans and tapout hoodie and a ed sheeran shirt I got from his concert. I weared my black vans and grabbed my book bag and iphone 5.

Ever sense me and my dad moved here hes never home but he sends half the money for bills and I work at target so I pay the other half.

I started to walk to school and when I went in the office was right down the hall so I walked in.

"Hi im Vanessa speicher im new here" I said

"Oh yes miss speisher"

"Oh no its speicher like spike-r" I said

"Oh my bad" the lady laughed

"Its no problem" I smiled and took the school map and my agenda and schedule

1st. Humanities with miss. Bacallas

2nd. Ela with miss moran

3rd. Science with mr tahirk

4th. Study hall miss moran on b days and mr tahirk on a days

5th. Math with miss Moore

6th. Lunch

7th. gym on b days with miss. Nicholas and art on a days with mrs. Goldwen

8th. Health miss. Williams

9th. Resource with mrs. Prendergast

Wow. This should be great. Not. I went to humanities.

"Why hello you must be Vanessa" she smiled

I just nodded.

"Well you can take a seat next to sam. Sam raise your hand" she said

I looked over and a really really hot guy raised his hand. So I walked over and took my seat. This class was so boring.

Well the reason why im switching schools and I seem 'shy' is because last year I was bullied and I started cutting and it spread around the school. I was forced to move because of the kids and the teachers thought it would be better. And im not 'shy' im scared. Scared it will happen again.