" are you going?" JJ insisted i sighed, putting my jacket on man talk about personal space." yes JJ i am now back the fuck up." i spoke making him smile, i looked at him what an expression he's making anyways i need money so this audition better be worth it.
the other day me and JJ freestyled on a hard beat and he was impressed about my 'rapping' skills. and for the first time i actually kinda agreed with him.
i left JJ's house he was genuinely kind to give me some change for the bus i mean i definitely needed it.
i stood at the bus stop wondering and thinking about what type of artists imma see there, but at the same time in the back of my head i was thinking what if i don't make it i mean if i don't i don't and it won't mean anything to me i'll just find somewhere else to find money.
" excuse me?" i look up and see this blonde hair women staring at me i nudged my shoulder a little bit.
" yes?" i asked i was never good with talking to people i just met so it's kinda difficult for me, she continued to stare at me it looked like she was taking in my facial features. which made feel very uncomfortable,
" yes?" i spat again she jumped a little, jhez talk about fucking creepy how you finna call me and then just awkwardly stare at me.
" i just wanted to say that you were— i mean you are very attractive." i thanked her and turned to see if the bus was coming cause it sure took its precious time.
few minutes-flew by and the bus arrived to my stop i hopped on, not literally i'm not that foolish and i put the change into the change holder or whatever people call it.
i sat down and to my surprise the girl that i met at the bus stop sat beside me i kinda felt uncomfortable when she motioned herself towards me, anyways i brushes it off cause she didn't try to start conversation which i was happy about but she did glance at me couple times until i reaches my stop.
" never doing that again." the world is so damn strange.
i walked a few blocks before arriving to the audition i groaned once i saw the fucking line.
" damn." i mumbled throwing my hoodie over my head and going the line.
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" next!" huh? that voice sounds somewhat familiar i turned and see the girl from the meet and greet. i'm telling you this girl has issues.
" a lecturer and a stalker not a good combo kid." i looked at her in a weird way, the hell she just call me i ain't no kid a matter of fact she's the one that looks like a kid. like i said issues.
" hey, how about you stop staring and give me your name and age—" she said while tapping the pen on the paper.
i ain't a damn kid. what an assumer.
" i'm 17 dumb-fuck, looks aren't everything." i spat like i failed grade nine three times which means i'm 17 ion know how i look so young-young. jhez talk about looks can be deceiving.
" jesus— my bad, ps you didn't have to call me dumb-fuck that's disrespectful towards a female." she replied while writing my age down on the clipboard. i rolled my eyes yea well some females aren't the same as you so suck it up.
" now name man, and hurry up your hold up the line." I rolled my eyes, she's a bright-cocky one. but for some reason i caught myself taking in 'her' features again, to be honest who knew someone could have dark brown curls like her? ok but for real i need to stop cause it ain't about what's in front of me it's about what's gonna happen in within 2 minutes.
" Marshall Mathers." she looked up at me eyes wide open i tilt my head with a raised eyebrow.
" your the kid that spat bars?" i scrunched my face. what is she talking about?
" the hell you mean i spat bars?" i spat.
" on youtube we saw your freestyle Dre was impressed and wanted to meet you personal, but don't take it to your head you ain't all that." i scoffed and rolled my eyes ' someone's jealous'.
" ion know how you saw that cause i never posted it bu-" fuck you JJ you son of a bitch, i smirked a little.
" never mind, do i get to audition still." she nodded her head.
" you ain't that special white boy." a little chuckle came from my lips as i head inside. then she stopped me. bruh ion have time i need to get inside the building.
" ooh, by the way your mom used to teach me she was my math teacher she was smart and super then...she had you." she spoke with a little laugh i shook my head while smiling.
" what a loser—"