Yoonmin Smut

¡DO NOT SKIP! ¡VITAL INFORMATION!

So i am taking a small break bc of some personal issues, I promise it won't be longer than a couple days. My mother passed away and it really has taken a toll on me. I feel like my writing wouldn't be the best quality for you as the veiwers. I only want my best for you and your entertainment.

I've mentioned my parents before but I also wanna tell the story of why everything is so hard.

Descriptions:
My mother: she was a workaholic and didn't pay much attention to me, but she did her very best until my grandmother passed away. She became chronically ill physically and mentally. We drifted apart and were at each other's throats. Just recently we have been on good terms. She passed away this year, 2020.

My father: he has been a druggie since i was thought of. He never has put forth any effort to help with me. Just recently he has tried to come into my life because of how me and my mom were bickering. He has hurt me but I will forgive him because God is in my heart. He is helpless, sorry to say it, but very childish. He doesn't have a penny to his name, self centered, and whines when things don't go his way. But I still love him because he helped make me. He is still alive.

My grandmother: she raised me and made me who I am today. She took place as the mother in a 'mother- daughter bond'. She is why I am confident in my creativity, why I'm logical, why I'm not snooty like some people. She was kind and all that was gone when she passed away from a rare cancer in 2016.

My grandfather: he was the reason I learned acceptance of myself. He was against my race because my mother mixed, but once he held me, I was a 'pawpaw's girl'. When he died, my world shattered into a million peice, but I had my Nana to help me through it. Though he hit her, she loved him. He passed away from a blood clot in 2009.

Now that you know a peice that I hold so dearly, I hope that you will understand that even tho I trudge through struggles, there are some that stop me. I will more than likely update anyways because I love y'all so dearly. It would be unfair. Don't abuse your knowledge of my personal life because it's a really tough time. I chose to tell you since y'all have been so understanding on the simple stuff.

Thank you so much for reading this. Some of you won't and that's okay, but DO NOT start to complain about the update sequence if it is not stable. I have it written right here why it is like that. You've been told. I hope you respect that.

I love you guys so much.
-Ace :)