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[Chapter 12]

I started fake coughing and pushed Beomgyu out. My heart teared to a thousand pieces seeing Seungmin like this. I locked the door, with Beomgyu asking me whats wrong, i hugged Seungmin.

"I got another flashback" I smiled as he finally hugged back, tightly. I patted his back, At around this time, the pills benefits already had worn off. I was terrified, a few ghosts showed up, but i didn't care. I knew he would keep me safe.

"Get your pills" Seungmin sniffled. My heart ached even more on how cute he is. I felt like crying because of him. And out of nowhere, my head and body was functioning on its own. By now, Seungmin already scared all of the ghosts away. At least for now.

Again, I wasn't on my right mind and

I kissed him, passionately.

Seungmin was shocked, and cried even more. He gave in and kissed me back.

I came back to my senses and pulled away. "That wasn't-" Seungmin smiled at me stuttering. "Thank you, Hayeon" He said with his teary eyes. I touched my lips, i couldn't believe we did that.

"Isn't it hot in here? Uhm" I stuttered again. Seungmin laughed. "You know, you said that when we were-" He laughed. I tilted my head, "When?" I laughed with him, cause seeing his smiles are enough to make me feel happy.

"When we were, ya know." Seungmin looked at me from the tip of my hair to the bottom of my feet. My face turned from happy, confused, straight, and to PURE DISGUST.

"OH MY GOD IM TOO YOUNG FOR THIS WHAT THE HELL SEUNGMIN?!" I gulped my pills, almost choked and left the room. "IF YOU'RE TOO YOUNG HOW COME THAT YOU KNOW WHAT I WAS TALKING ABOUT?!" Seungmin shouted. My face turned red as i walked downstairs.

"Where's Beomgyu?" I asked Ryu. "Oh, he went home, actually. He said that you were not feeling well so, how are you?" Ryujin laid her hand on my head to check. "You're fine, and you look fine too." Ryujin smiled at me, "Im going to practice, you should too. I mean, you don't have to go to the building, but-"

I smiled at her, "Okay, okay" i smiled more widely.

Ryujin left, which meant i was alone with this annoying little person. But I haven't saw Seungmin all this time ye-

"HANA!" He back-hugged me like a little child. I still felt awkward from before and pushed his hands away. I just fvcking cheated on Beomgyu with a ghost. I can't expect anything from him too, he's just a ghost. "What the fvck?" Seungmin finally letted go.

Shit I forgot he could read my mind. "Okay, you know what, fine! Don't expect anything from me, cause im just a ghost and you should just fvck with your little perverted-assed boyfriend!"

He shouted.

My heart dropped, and i faced him. Tears quietly fall from my eyes, those same tears fell to the floor and made a silent drop. As my cheeks get redder Seungmin realized that he went too harsh.

"Don't follow me" i whispered through my own sobs, getting the car keys as fast as i could and drove. All that time, Seungmin called out for me. He said sorry a hundred times, But I couldn't hear anything. All i heard was muffled voices.

As i drove the car, my heart dropped.

I forgot my pills.

And the benefits from the last one i took was wearing off slowly. I cursed as i tried to rurn the car around. And all of a sudden, it all went black. Something covered my eyes. I couldn't see, nor do anything.

I tried to get the thing off of my eyes, but of course, I'm only a human.

I mumbled the last thing i could think off before i crashed,

"I'm sorry, Seungmin"