Different

Chapter 2

Addie's pov
I fall asleep crying into my pillow. I don't think I can do it he doesn't like me ,he likes another girl. I eventually fall asleep into a dreamless sleep. I wake up the next morning with a stuffy nose and red eyes. I get up and but my hair up in a messy bun. I walk downstairs and see my mom at the counter making coffee. When she sees me she gets a worried look on her face and says "Honey are you ok, do you need some cold medicine?"
"Mom what do you do when you love somebody and they say that they love somebody else?" I say trying to hold back a sob. She looks at me weirdly and leans in and gives my a hug. I hug her back and cry on her shoulder.
"Who is this boy that you are crying over?"
"Mom-"
"No tell me you can't try to hide it this time,this is serious."
"It's kian mom" I said still crying
"Oh.." She said quietly
"And I don't know what to do because he likes another-"
Just then I get a call from the person that I do not want to talk to at all. Kian.
"Hello" I said sadly
"Hey Addie, what's wrong" kian said curiously
"Oh nothing ,what's up"
"Well umm, I still don't have the courage to ask this girl out I'm still scared"he said nervously
"Well kian, grow a pair." I said more rudely than expected.
"Addie seriously what is wrong with you?"
"Kian, it is really none of your business" I said flatly
"Ok then bye Addie" he said aggravated
Oh my god I have to tell him or else I don't know what I will do. When I hang up my mom was already upstairs trying not to listen to our conversation. Uhhh why can't kian just love me . I have to call kian again. Ok here goes nothing.
"What" kian says angry
"Kian we need to talk please don't be mad at me it's just i need to get something off my chest" i say "can you come over please"
"Ok I will be there in like 5 minutes" he says still in the same tone
"Ok thanks kian see you in a bit" i say as he hangs up.
Oh no I wasn't even thinking. What am I going to tell him. Fuck. I run upstairs and put on my crop top that says fierce and my light blue skinny jeans. I put on some mascara and some foundation because my face is still red. When I'm walking downstairs ,I think of what I'm going to say. I sit on the couch for about 15 seconds and then kian walks in.
"Ok what is going on Addie" kian says looking upset and mad at the same time
"Kian sit down please" I say nervously
When he sits down I get a big lump in my throat and I feel like I'm about to cry
"Kian when you told me that you liked someone else I broke inside I don't know how to say this but kian I'm actually in love with you and I have been for about 2 years and I feel like I can never be separated from you and I wanted to just say that I love you so much that it broke me when you said you loved somebody else than me" I said sobbing.
Kian just sat there staring into space which made me cry harder.
"And kian I wanted to ask you will you be my boyfriend because I need you and I love you so much just please talk to me."
He looked over at me ,was about to say something but instead he got up and left me on the couch like a crying mess.