Our Love is Fading

4

"Stop, get off of me," I said weakly.

I was tired and my time was soon coming. I didn't want to be shown any more fake love but the real kind.

I guess I wanted something from him that was not there.

"Please let go," I said almost fainting.

I was getting light-headed and I felt like I was gonna fall at any minute.

I cried out again, "Please...let go," softly.

"I want to go home."

Jungkook looked down at me and said, "I'm sorry but I can't let you do that."

I shut my eyes and finally, the darkness consumed me.

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I was mute. I didn't want to talk, I didn't want to walk, and I didn't even want to breathe. I felt that my whole life was meaningless. My sister pushed me into the water and I somehow survived, by myself. Father did not believe me and Mother was always out. It was as if I had no one there for me. I often looked at Nae and wondered Why me? Why did you want to kill me? I've been nothing but caring and determined to make you proud of me. I loved you like you were the only human being on earth. So just why? It felt as if I was still in the ocean and I was sinking. It was as if I was detached from the world and I was in my own world filled with black. Nothing but black, I was all alone...and sometimes I soon wondered What if I did take my life? Would anyone care? But it wasn't until I met Jimin. He made it as if I somehow deserved to live, that he needed me. He cared. I met him by accident. I was outside on a bench in the backyard, in the shade. I heard a sound next to me and I saw a boy that was about the same age as me.

He turned towards me and said, "Are you okay?"

I was shocked, I was stunned because no one has ever asked of how I felt. I looked at him and he looked genuinely concerned for me. Then, at that moment...I knew, he was the only one that could make me smile.

I said in a hushed tone, "No."

I looked at him and he stared back at me.

He touched my hand and said, "It's gonna be fine."

After that, we kept silent and enjoyed each other's company.

But, before I left he hugged me and said, "I'm Jimin, Princess."

It was the happiest day of my life and then the worst because when I walked back into the house, Nae was standing right there.

She smiled at me and said, "Give me a hug little sis."

I was unsure at first but then I looked at her and she seemed like she meant it. I just wanted her to accept me, I wanted her to care for me, and I truly wanted her to love me. But, what she did is something I will never forget. I hugged her and then she turned us around and fell. If I would have seen it coming then I would have never done it. The stairs were behind us and she was falling down them with loud thuds. I can't believe I was too naive to fall into a scheme of hers.

She cried out, "Daddy, Y/N pushed me!"

Then she laid back down as if she was the victim.

Dad came out from the kitchen and said, "Nae, my poor daughter."

He looked up at me and said, "You! Come down here," while pointing at me.

I walked down slowly while my head was down and said, "Daddy it wasn't me, she fell down by herself."

He looked at me and said, "Silence! Not another word. I don't know why I even took you in. Your not even my biological daughter."

Shot 1

"I'm not your daughter?"

"Of course not, your hoe of a mother brought you here when I married her."

"DON'T CALL MOM A HOE!"

"But isn't she?"

Shot 2

"No, she's not! Unlike your biological daughter. She was the one who pushed herself down the stairs, She was the one who always torments me, and she was the one who let me go causing me to fall into the sea. She is the one tha-"

He hit me with his belt. The buckle part hit me on my eye and it felt like it was bleeding. I touched it and indeed I was telling the truth. My eye was bleeding.

Shot 3

I could take no more.

I got up and said, "I will be in my room."

I ran as fast as I could to my room. I started to cry. I wasn't loved in this world. Everyone loves Nae but what about me?

At least I have Jimin...and straight on cue I heard a Thunp hit my window.

I went to it and saw Jimin he was trying g to get my attention,

I opened the window and said, "Yes?"

He said, "I will be leaving for a few years."

My heart was completely broken,

I chuckled a little and said, "So, you're leaving me too?"

He said, "Only for a little bit and I'll be back by your side. I promise."

He waved me goodbye and blew me a kiss.

My first friend was gone.

I smiled to myself and whispered quietly to myself, "Everyone will soon leave you. Possibly, someone will come back for you."

I looked up at the stars at say down, hugging my knees.

I soon drifted into a sorrowful sleep hoping not to wake back up.