The Sanity in insanity

The sad truth

This isn't a story about vampires or werewolves ,this is a story about life
I don't know what I will do when my head is clear but this is the sad truth about insanity
We don't know if our heads will be cleared
Or if we will just be insane for the rest of our lives
This is a true story about how one girl overcame insanity
She thought she did but Later life it came back
And it came back strong

In the story there is no boy or girl that fall in love
I'm alone in this story
My name is Kyla Seranardo ,I am one of many insanity victims,
And this is my story

When I was 10 I was diagnosed with insanity
I was sent to a rehab centre ,in lower South Africa
The gardens they called it but it was anything but a garden,I had little time to recover as to a fire that broke out at the gardens.Two of the patients died in that fire one of them being my friend David.
He was one of my friends that died I had another friend that started my depression and half of my insanity his name was
Eric he was only 6 when it happened,I was 7, he had cancer ,brain cancer.He died in his mother's arms.It was sad and hard having to delete his number off my phone,knowing that I never got to call it and say 'hi Eric how are you doing today or hi Eric do you want to come over to my house today?'

I never got to do any of that.

I lost another important person in my life when I was 11 ,he was my hero, my grandpa
I love him with all my heart!
I wish I could have told him,that if he hadn't have broken his hip he would still probably be here.
When I think it's quite stupid I just remind myself that losing people that you care for is hard and I need to be strong for all of them.
I know that one day it will be my turn to have loved ones mourn over me.

And everyone will just remember me as the insane depressed broken girl who never got a chance to live a proper life.
That's the sad truth that all of us all of us insane people have to go through but there was hope for me!
when I was 14 I overcame insanity,and I was declared fit for society and my whole family rejoiced all for nothing.

When I turned 16 insanity decided it was time to come back and to come back strong ,stronger than I expected
Too strong and to strong for anyone to stop me from stabbing my sister in the arm with the cake knife because she made a joke about my dress and then it got worse I started screaming at night saying that there were men outside trying to get into the house trying to kill me,trying to hunt me,thinking I was a vampire,thinking that I'd find true love.
I never did
but I must have courage ,I'm stuck with insanity for how ever long ,that it wants to be with me ,but I will fight ,I want to go down as the girl who died as an insane person but fought,fought her whole life to stop it.
That is the sad truth of insanity.
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Hai guys
This is an emotional
And half true story
Some of it is made up
Some of it is real
Names have been changed of the characters that are real in this book
It will be the longest one I've ever wrote
So enjoy
Warning:Read with tissues!