Time has changed and I have changed too. I'm not gay and most definitely not straight. All I know is that Michael is the person I want to be with...
We have been dating for months now. At first, our relationship was very awkward. Then, we finally had sex and everything changed. Michael and I having sex was more fucking than anything.
I fucked him of course and I'm glad he only wants me to fuck him. Our relationship is more like a friendship sometimes. We play sports, shoot and just hangout.
You never find us kissing or grabbing hands. Well, sometimes I do grab his hand. Michael gets attention from guys and girls. I have to let them know he's mine and especially Steve.
My sister says I treat Michael as if he was a girl. When Michael is like a girl, an unusual girl. He is delicate but manly at the same time. Even he and Kimberly have turned into best friends.
They go out together more than him and I do. Kimberly always has somewhere to take him. Michael and she are always shopping or eating together.
"You know I'm only yours," he always says that and I know it's true. Michael loves me, and I hate to think that someday I might hurt him. Lately, I've been feeling trapped here and I'm trying my best to not feel like that.
Every day is the same routine with Michael. He has noticed that something is wrong with me. I miss my crew and for some reason, my feelings for him are changing. There is no connection between us other than fucking.
Maybe it's me, but somehow I think I misunderstood my feelings. His stories gave me curiosity and I took it to another level. Nicole warned me months ago that I was confused.
She was right...
We are walking to our favorite hamburger place. The restaurant where our first kiss happened. I can't do this anymore...
"Michael, this is hard for me to say. I'm going back and I think we should...should break up. I'm sorry...I can't do this I'm not gay." This is the most fucked up thing I've ever done in my life. I'm walking away because I can't with the pain in his face.
He deserves better someone like Steve in his life. Everything we went through will stay with me. Just like the pain in his face on that wall.
There is a reason I decided to break up with him there. The reason was so he would hate that place. And never go back there to remember us. Michael will now hate that place and forget about me.
"Rhodes, welcome back sergeant." Here I go and this time for a long time. Two years, I left a letter explaining everything to Kimberly.
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Unusual You
RomanceAn Unusual You tells the story of Taylor Rhodes from another point of view. His own and about his journey to finding out who he is. Follow him through his journey through love and war. The beginning of college was more profound than he expected. Sin...
