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⛈ Rubble - Yamaguchi Tadashi x Reader ⛈

A/N: this was inspired by depression xoxo
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Life is a strange thing isn't it? I mean, you come and go, one thing can change everything. It's cruel but beautiful at the same time. Mostly cruel.
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We stayed up until unholy hours, with the blinding phone screens blinding us with their brightness turned all the way up, illuminating the whole room. We knew anything and everything about eachother. From our favourite Colours to the recent news about homicides and viruses. We lived two houses down from eachother, despite not saying a word to eachother apart from a casual 'hi' every now and then. Texting, sure, we do... did that a lot, talking about our problems like relationships or family incidents.

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FrecklesBb123: Things with Jenna and I aren't going to work out

Good grief. I hated her. She was in fact my sister's childhood bully. Cliché right? I couldn't help but be envious of Jenna. She was everything I wasn't. Tall, pretty or even skinny. I wouldn't say I was fat, but I was extremely uncomfortable with my weight. So much so that I wore oversized clothes way more than I needed to.

(N/N): Oh great,, atleast she won't be in our conversations anymore.

FrecklesBb123: nAwh stop (N/N)-chan, she's niCe>;(

(N/N): bUt yoU jUst-

FrecklesBb123: I was sarcastic but go off

(N/N): fr tho, you're acting as though texting has a tone :,) sksks

FrecklesBb123: whO drOppEd thEir hYdrOflAsk aNNaoOp aNNAoOp SkAskASkAsKaSka

(N/N): omg I have the perfect idea..

FrecklesBb123: what? ;0

(N/N): This is for Jenna you big fat white nasty smelling fat bitch.

FrecklesBb123: no-

(N/N): WHY YOU TOOK MY OFF THE MOTHERFLUFFING SCHEDULE WITH YOUR TRIFFLIN DIRTY WHITE RACIST ASS BITCH

FrecklesBb123: ooMpA lOompA bOdy aSs bItcH.
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An example of our messages. He was wonderful, amazing even and it really proves how quickly it can end.
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I was in a fetus position on my couch while watching 'Glee' and singing to the songs that came on. The TV blaring right back at me, I decided to go get some ice cream from the freezer. Luckily we found some cookie dough ice cream at the back which must have been there for at least a year because the 'out of date' was signed 12/3/19. That was then sirens blared from outside the bay window, blinding me and stopping a few inches from my home. I hurriedly paused the tv, stopping myself at the glorious moment to see Finn Hudson's face in the middle of his sentence, silently laughing at his stoic expression. Instantly remembering the emergency vehicle outside my humble abode, I slipped on some granny sliders and rushed out of the house, not bothering to lock the door behind me.

Already a small crowd formed around what was a ghastly sight to see. Two houses down from mine was up in crackling, orange flames.
Suddenly, a firefighter cried out to take cover. I threw myself behind a black bin, barely hiding.

Unexpectedly, The roof caved in and then the flames died down abruptly, due to the lack of oxygen to keep it going.

There were no ambulances and I KNOW he was home that night. My hands clasped over my mouth and tears brimmed my eyes. My vision was blurry and I could taste the salty liquid that streamed from my wide eyes. He was most likely dead. Jenna was there too, despite their ending a week ago.
"YAMAGUCHI!" I wailed as I got up and charged towards the rubble, but to my dismay, Jenna held me back from the dangerous zone ahead of us. One of the firefighters came over with an apologetic look on her face. I couldn't take it. The pity. The sympathy. The harsh reality of life. Without me, the sun will keep shining, the world will keep turning and the summer will still be blazing. Another lost life wouldn't make a difference.
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I went back inside not long after, my house not feeling like a home. Everything felt empty and unfamiliar. I couldn't even sit on the couch without feeling as though I was a burden. It was horrible. Losing my best friend, from a house fire that was so close to home that I should have known about sooner. I grasped my phone, a device I'd grown to depend on, seeing I had a notification from instagram.

FrecklesBb123: I didn't get to say I love you.

I love you too Tadashi.

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A/n:  I cried and I don't know if it's because of my n00b writing or because tsukishima's boyfriend is dead