THE DAREDEVIL'S MISTAKE (On Hold-)

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"I lost it Shane! His love, his trust, his everything. I damn lost everything!"

Sigaw lang ako ng sigaw kasabay ng walang humpay na pagdaloy ng mga luha sa aking pisngi. Words can't barely describe how worse I am feeling right now.I love him my entire life.Simula pa ng nagka-isip ako hanggang ngayon ay hindi kailanman tumigil ang pagtibok ng puso ko para sa kanya.

He was my highschool crush,my puppy love, my first love and I thought my last and forever love.Ang sakit lang isipin that just a single mistake ruined the word us.Or maybe sa simula palang wala talagang kami and it was just I who keeps on pushing this damn relationship.

Inisang lagok ko ang isang shot ng vodka sa aking harap.Actually pang limang shotglass ko na yun pero di parin ako natitinag. I just don't care about anything but getting rid of the pain.

"Stop it Ysabelle!! He's just some guy you met at the wrong place and in the wrong time. You'll get over with him soon. He's not worth your tears and OhmyGosh! ano kaba nagkaka-eyebags kana and wrinkles. You're so panget na!" sabi ni Shane ang bff slash sister kong lukaret at maarte.Pinunasan niya ang mukha ko ng tissue dahil kumakalat na ang akingmascara at eyeliner.

I hate make-ups but napilitan akong mag-ayos because I actually thought he was going to propose to me but I got false hopes.Masakit pala talgang mag assume. Nabuntis pala niya and mahaderang si Lindsay and kailangan niyang panagutan ang bata.

Okay na kami eh, it took me years to get him. It took him years to finally realize my worth. But I guess those years were never really meant for me.

My fairytale,my prince taken away by the evil witch. Saklap lang! I literally look like a monster in this scenario and wala na akong pake dahil gusto ko lang lunurin ang aking sarili with these alcoholic beverages.

"Wag kangang malikot lalong nadudumihan ang mukha mo eh" Shane was trying to get rid of my silly make-up.

"I need to get rid of these feelings I feel inside. Bakit ganito shane? Ang sakit sakit lang!!"

"Alam mo sis, hindi matutuwa si mom pag nakita ka niyang ganyan. And please ang o.a ha! Just try to take and accept things little by little and don't solve this problem by getting wasted. Nakakaloka ka uwi nanga tayo tatawagan ko na si Tyron para sunduin tayo"

"Mamaya nanga ang killjoy naman ng impaktitang toh! Inom pa tayo dali!"

Umalingawngaw ang malakas na music and everyone was dancing. Some are making out on their tables which i found so gross. People are literally living their lives getting wasted and drunk.

"Stop it Ysabelle! Lasing ka na come on let's go home. I just called Tyron and his on his way na!"

"Shane, you know what?! I need to go to the bathroom to cry, throw up, fix myself and move on"

"What??! Sa bahay mo na gawin yan ang arte nito dito kapa talaga sa bar of all the places"

"What I'm trying to say here shane is that---NASUSUKA AKO!!"

"Oh My Gosh Dali na wag ka dito magsuka that's disgusting kaya!"

Dali-dali akong bumaba ng hagdan to go to the comfort room but unfortunately it was locked kasi may sira so I have to go to the 3rd floor which is the VIP lounge to use the c.r. 

Hindi na kinaya ng powers ko dahil hilong-hilo na rin ako and lasing that i eventually throw up at a stranger's gorgeous Armani suit. I saw how furious this man looked ng tinaas ko ang aking mukha and I tell you it was a bad idea to even allow myself look at him.

"What the fu** woman!!" Look what you just did the f**k! I just had a long night with these damn clients then I also end up soaked in your disgusting and stinky puke!?! DAMN!! Jus the f**k you just did!

Naiihi na talaga ako sa sobrang nerbyos.Nawala ang hilo ko at bumalik na ako sa aking ulirat.

"I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to do it. I was so drunk" Pigil ako sa aking kagustuhang tumakbo at mawala ora mismo dito.

Just by the way he stands so dignified and proud and by the way his eyes demand mapapasuko ako ng walang oras.

"Sorry?!! Say that to someone lower than my league. That word is for the weak." Aba ang kapal ng mukha ng mister nato porket mayaman nangaganyan na. Sarap mo naman iumpog sa lapida kuya!

"Sorry nanga diba?! Can't you just accept my apology and be generous enough to let me go home because my brother and sister is waiting for me at the lobby. And please ipa dry-clean lang natin yang suit mo o kaya papalitan ko nalang kung gusto mo. Im sorry okay? Why does it have to be a big deal with you? You're filthy rich I suspect."

"Forget it, I don't need your money. I have tons of those. But you sure won't get away with this. Nobody messes with me. I will never forgive you for ruining my night"

Narinig kung nag-ring ang phone niya at may kinausap siya roon. This is the perfect timing i've been waiting for. Mabilis kung tinahak ang hagdanan papunta sa lobby kahit hinahabol ako ng mga guards niya.

Hingal na hingal ako but still I kept on running halos liparin ko na ang lobby. Nakita ko agad ang itim na Porsche ni Tyron kaya minadali kung binuksan ito at pumasok.

"Yes!! Go to He** Suckers!!"

ahhahaha tawa ako ng tawa para akong nanalo sa lotto sa pakiramdam ko ngayon and I also felt relieved dahil nakawala din ako sa kanila. Good thing dumating si Tyron. I faced left only to find out I rode the wrong car and be with the wrong person.

"I told you,You can't get away with me. Welcome to he** babe!" (evil grin)