THE DAREDEVIL'S MISTAKE (On Hold-)

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" Ysabelle gumising ka na! Yuhoo earth to Ysabelle. " Ano ba yan ang ingay naman ni Shane. Binato ko siya ng unan.

" Go away little devil , I'm damn tired at masakit ang ulo ko"

" Ysabelle tell me about what happened last night. I was looking for you all over the place and Tyron was pissed."

" My gawd Shane mamaya mo nga ako iinterogate at baka mapatay kita diyan umalis kana! Give me a break at ayaw na ayaw ko maalala ang mga nangyari kagabi "

" If that's what you want sasabihin ko lang naman na nasa baba yung ex mo. Sige bye bye!  "

WHAT?!  Napabangon ako sa aking kama at dali-daling pumasok sa banyo. I tried fixing myself at yucks my laway pa ako sa gilid ng bibig ko and I smell horrible. I decided na maligo muna ako, as I was drowning myself with the cold shower I ask and laugh at myself, Why am I doing this? Wala na kami and I don't give a FUDGE! Bitter na kung biiter but he cheated and that's it. We're done. Lumabas na ako at nagbihis lang simpleng t-shirt at shorts i also get my glasses, well I'm pretty no matter what I wear. I went down and I saw him sitting on the couch ang kapal lang ng mukha magpakita sa akin.

I walk towards him but bago pa man siya makapagsalita ay sinampal ko na siya. " That's for cheating asshole" Sinampal ko na naman siya " And that's for making me believe you love me and for making me wait for nothing. Damn! " di ko na napigilang di mapaluha.Hindi pa ba to matatapos? I'm tired of crying and it sucks. I love him so much that it hurts and I'm letting him go.

" Im sorry Belle " Those words pierced my heart. He said sorry and I know from then it's game over.

" Mahal na mahal kita Tristan and you wasted every bit of it. Ako pa ang humabol sa iyo even though my friends and family would tell me I'm so pathetic going over a guy like you pero pinatuloy ko parin cause I'm so stupid to think that you're worth it. I was wrong but I'm still happy kahit ako lang ang nagmahal because you make me feel things I never thought I would feel. Thanks a lot Tristan and I'm letting you go. "

Hindi ko na hinayaang magsalita at tumalikod na ako sa kaniya but he grabbed my hand and pulled me closer to him.

" I loved you Belle, it was not that instant but I learned to love you. You deserve a better guy who would treat you like a queen. I'm sorry if I hurt you with so much pain and not being able to return as much as the love you have for me. I'm really sorry. " He let go of me and walk towards the door. That's it , the end of this stupid love story. Wala talagang fairytales, they are fictional and they don' exist in real life. Hindi sa lahat ng panahon isasalba ka ng prince mo sometimes they are the one who'll hurt you and leave you broken. Mas masahol pa sila sa evil witch screw them both.

I went upstairs and grab my ipod. I want to isolate myself for this day and get over with all of this.

(Song playing: Fix You by Coldplay)

When you try your best but you don't succeed 
When you get what you want but not what you need 
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep 
Stuck in reverse 

 When the tears come streaming down your face 

When you lose something you can't replace 
When you love someone but it goes to waste 
Could it be worse? 

Lights will guide you home 
And ignite your bones 
And I will try to fix you 

High up above or down below 
When you're too in love to let it go 
If you never try you'll never know 
Just what you're worth 

Lights will guide you home 
And ignite your bones 
And I will try to fix you 

Tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears come streaming down your face
And I

Tears come streaming down your face
I promise you I will learn from all my mistakes
Tears come streaming down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home 
And ignite your bones 
And I will try to fix you

This song makes me think of when you like someone but you are unable, for whatever reason, to do anything about it. This song seems, to me, to be saying that you should just go for it ("if you never try, you'll never know").Then the chorus that says "lights will guide you home, and ignite you're bones" seems to say that it'll all be ok in the end and that you will do what is right.I might be totally wrong but that's what it means to me.It's heart-breaking.

Nagsesenti ako ng may biglang kumatok sa pinto ko. Napatingin ako rito and saw my dad walking towards me.

" Dad, what is it? " I asked him and he sat beside me.

"Angel, you know how mom and I love you and how we care for you. I've told you before that guy would not be able to make you happy. Hinayaan kita because I thought I was wrong but then this happened. I'm sorry to say but whether you like it or not we are arranging a marriage for you." No, not again.

" Dad, I see no point of why you are doing this to me. Hindi ko mahal ang taong iyon and I don't plan to fall for him."

"He seemed to be a good guy Angel and I know he's the one for you"

" I don't know dad, I disapproved of this. Things won't sink in my mind it's just too much. After what happened yesterday? " Grrr!! makes me furious.

"You'll soon thank me for this.Tomorrow you'll be working in his company I've arranged everything kaya wag kanang iiyak diyan.Good luck angel" He kissed my forehead and bid me goodbye.

Wha the heck?! Yun na iyon?! Ibenebenta ako ng sarili kung ama sa isang stranger, maniac, goon and worst kay Mikael? Oh great! Bye World.