discontinued || Is It You? | A YouTuber Novel

1 | Familiar

I'm scared
of telling you how I feel,
maybe it's better
if I just try to conceal
the truth.
For me, and for you.

f a l l i n g  f o r  y o u by
p e a c h y !  ft. m x m t o o n

M a r

*vv-ring! vv-ring! vv-ring!*

"aUGHh" I groaned, waking up to the annoying sound of the alarm that I definitely did not miss. I sigh, turning off the alarm.

"What a great way to start the day, why the hell did I choose that ringtone again?"

"(Y/N), *knock knock* wake up now or you're going to be late, it's already 7:40!" Mom yelled by the door. Wait. 7:40? Wh-

'6:56'

"It's literally just 6:56 am, ugh, moms." I groaned, looking at my phone and finally sitting up. I went inside my bathroom which is just the room beside mine.

I take a look at myself, I look like crap, basically me everyday. I thought, who cares anyway? It's just my first day at senior high in the new school, nothing to worry about.

Who am I kidding? Of course there's a whole lot of shits to worry about on the first day of school, appearance, good first impressions, good introduction, and not messing up anything on the first day.

While I take a bath, I think about some crap I was going to do during school. Probably not going to listen, get anxious while introducing myself, and maybe mess it all up.

I'm not really the kind of person to socialize and all that shit, I'd rather be continuing the x reader I made. Oh, that reminds me, I'm gonna go to the library after school, might even go there at lunch.

~10 minutes later~

. . .

Shit, I forgot, I'm going to a new school, how tf am I going to find the library? Nevermind, I'll just look for it.

"(Y/N)! Are you done taking a bath? Breakfast is ready!"

"Yeah, mom, just changing, I'll see you there in probably 5 minutes."

"Alright, hurry up!"

After I heard mom I open my closet, revealing just a few clothes on some hangers. I look at the few shirts inside and decided putting on my Skeppy hoodie with the 'like or die tmr' print on it (anyone?) and under it was my LWIAY shirt.

Yeah, I'm one of those people who wears merch on the first day of school, so what? I'm also very into watching YouTubers so it wouldn't be that surprising for someone like me.

After I change, I went downstairs to see blueberry pancakes on the table, at the sight of them it felt like my mouth was almost watering.

After I ate those delicious blueberry pancakes with the whip cream made by Mom, I finally said goodbye to Mom. Yeah, I'm an only child, fortunately.

I forgot to mention that the school I transferred to is also just nearby our house.
So it didn't take long for me to just walk to there.

As I entered the school hallway I look for my locker, '469'. When I finally found my locker I open it and put some stuff I don't need for today.
After I entered the classroom, I sit on one of the seats on the 2nd to the last chair beside a window. I look at my watch,