Realization of the Youth

"Who are they?" "Who--are--they?"
She keeps on asking while she's in the bay
Perfect bodies, perfect faces
Is that really the basis?

She can't look herself at the mirror, she's so ugly
She really don't like what she see
She even don't like her own body
Where are friends when she needs buddy

"No one will love me"
"No one dreamed of me to be"
She hates it when it sink
It slapped her just a blink

Since then, insecurities are eating her
Bullies, depressions, presurres, she cannot bear
She keeps on asking why
Why she's not good enough, it's better to die

But...she continued hoping
Hoping for someone who's loving
Even it keeps her thinking a time
Pouted for the imagination is a lime

She opened her Facebook, seeing chat said "hi"
Suddenly she fell in love with that random guy
And when the voice said "hi"
She wondered why

She is happy for at last there's someone
But she found out she was not the only one
Nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same
Again, she put herself on the blame

"Why can't I be them?"
"Why can't I have him?"
She drowns herself with questions
She really felt pain and a burning sensations

She ran and cried in the corner
Putting walls to be her border
But still there's a voice sayin' "My child, it hurts me when you cry
Don't you realize I'm here for you, I even die."

She wondered if where's the voice came from
She's sobbing and throbbing, then she heard a hum
She closed her eyes, darkness is in there
She sighs and prays someone is in here

Suddenly, she felt someone's embrace
and kisses in her face
She cried for she cannot see it
"Who are you?" asked by her and sit

"My child, you don't need to see me
Believe and always be with me
I'll make you happy more than the world
I will save you again and again, take away your pain
and that's a promise!" Then He hurled.

She went to the church and she saw the man
Tears are falling, for she knows she's the one
At the cross, she bow her knee
Where there is blood shed, reminding her she's free

From then on, she followed that man
Even if the world tells her, she will be ban
She don't care for she started to fell the happiness
Happiness in her heart that is full of longingness

Little by little, she realized that she's keep thinking on she
What a self-centered she could be
In that man, she felt happy
For at last, she find the one who can appreciate her true beauty

Fat, ugly, thin, skinny, pretty
The world will judge either way
But the man above will appreciate you
No matter what you've been through