I never wanted to be broken okay. I don't think anyone every really does. And it sucks having everything work against you, even part of yourself. One day i decided it was time for me to reclaim myself and my body. And i will never say it's easy because gods is it so damn hard day to day to get up and beat the demons trying to keep me down. But i try. I try every day. I have people who depend on me. And to be honest some days they are the only reasons i do not give in to the darkness. Because i know no one would love and cherish and fight as hard as i do for them. And sometimes that's enough...
