~Bella's POV~
"Oh man... There's the anticipation and tension and just so much fun socializing with the strangers around you.. making new friends.." "while you're watching the Roadies set up for the opener,and they're playing an absolute banger that just vibes." "And there's parts of the crowd singing along until the whole crowd joins.. then the ecstatic energy when the house lights go down." "And it hits you. Holy shit.. I'm at my favorite venue,seeing my idols.." "that gave me strength and hope and happiness,to carry on when all seemed lost." I explained. I closed my eyes like I was reliving the moment, soaking in the feelings.
"And then the opener comes on and the crowd just goes fucking feral. There's pushing and shoving and friends hugging each other, looking at each other in awe." "Then everyone starts screaming the songs. And your lungs feel like fire. Your skin feels as thick as the muggy air above you." "And the hairs on your arms stand on end,cause the guitars are sending electricity through the room.." "and it feel like a second heart, as the vibrations of the bass drums run up through your feet,and up into your chest." "And then your head starts buzzing.. and you reach your hands up above you.. and drop your head back.." "and you lose all fucking control.. just letting the music and the energy of the crowd fill you up like drugs." I explained in awe,smiling so wide my face hurt.
"And then the interlude.. you start coming down, little by little.. you get a drink of water and catch your breath. You're fucking drenched like you just took a shower." "And you're shaking.. and then the main band comes on.. and the crowd goes beyond crazy.." "and you feel that ecstacy rush all over again,amplified by ten times... And as you're watching the crowd of your favorite member on stage.." "you're unsure if life is real.. cause it feels like a dream sequence from your favorite fantasy movie.." "and it hits you again. I'm here. No troubles. No responsibilities. This is the safest place in the world." "I'm the happiest I've ever been." I explained dreamily, smiling like I was doped up.
"Oh and then your favorite member... The one you're deeply in love with.. the one you'd do anything for.. you'd die for them to be the happiest,and healthiest person in the world." "They kneel down and look you in the eyes and hold your hand, interlocking your fingers,for a few second. Maybe a whole minute." "And the whole world stops. And your breath catches in your throat. And you feel so calm,and safe..." "Like the planets and stars have aligned. And then they let go and all the energy barrels through you again." "And you start losing your shit.. crying,jumping,screaming.. all while thinking.." "holy shit,my favorite just held my hand and looked in my eyes. I feel like the most special person in the room." "They love me. They acknowledged me. And then before you know it.. they're singing the very last song.." I explained endearingly. I sat silently for a beat, soaking in the emotions.
"Phone lights are up. Everyone's holding each other,and some people are crying.. and some are smiling from eye to eye." "And it feels like you're one with everyone. And it's all blissful.. and then the show ends.." "and after you get your merch and you wait outside and meet that band.. your favorite in the entire world.." I explained fondly.
"Someone's a concert junkie." Christian replied.
"Hell yea I am. If you've ever taken LSD and ecstasy or weed, at the same time... That's what it's like.. higher and higher.. you feel fuckin untouchable." I replied dreamily.
"Well now I wanna get high." Mitchel pouted.
"You're pretty when you're high." Christian replied.
Mitty softly chuckled and pecked Kras on the lips. "You got any weed love?" He asked.
"I do. I'll go get it bub." Kras replied. He ran upstairs.
"You two wanna join?" Mitty asked.
"Sure." Clinton and I replied in unison.
Christian came down and we all went outside.
