I'm Sorry.

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To the girl I thought I was going to be, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry you must exist in a world where you don't fit in.

I'm sorry you must hold all this anger for me, because that one night I was too scared to open my eyes at dark, in my bedroom and promised to give you my anger.

I'm sorry for those days you feel like you're not doing enough, it's my fault I gave you such High standards. I shouldn't have been looking at the sky; Instead I should have focused on the ground to keep myself grounded.

I'm sorry there are days where you can't even look at yourself because who you are is not who you want to be.

I'm sorry that you feel so undervalued by everyone you think loves you.

I'm sorry that fate can be so cruel to you.

I'm sorry for not taking care of you while I had the chance and time.

I'm sorry I didn't feed you enough knowledge because now you walk around with an empty brain.

I'm sorry I didn't let you take enough chances, instead I just tied you up to something safe, so you wouldn't hurt.

I told you what love was, and you were afraid of falling in love in fear of not loving yourself enough.

I cried for you but now you cry alone in any place possible.

I build up your hopes of becoming a Police Officer someday only to make you see your goal go further and further away from you.

I'm sorry for I can not be there for you, for you are ahead of my time.

I wish, is all I have to say.

And I'm sorry. 

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