I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU (YOONMIN 💜 ONE SHOT)

I HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

Another torturous day for Jimin. He's been enduring the coldness treatment from Yoongi since his team collab with the elders group for the upcoming performance. He almost back out when he saw Yoongi's name on the list who will be performing with them, but of course he needs to be professional, and so Jimin was now sitting again with his team the Vocal Lines, Jin, Jungkook and Taehyung, while in the Rap Line, Yoongi's group with Namjoon and Hoseok, they were all gathered in the practice hall.

"Any suggestions for the choreography?" their instructor asks them..

"I think we should put Jiminiee and Yoongi Hyung together in the middle, since the highlight of the songs was their part, and it's perfect cause they almost had the same height." Hoseok suggest while pointing on the sketch pattern..

"Sounds good,Yoongi and Jimin, let's do it yeah?" Sung Deuk look at them..

"It's okay, as long as this will make the performance better," Yoongi agreed

"S-sure, let's do it..yeah" Jimin also agreed, he let out a sigh..

"Chim?, you okay?" Taehyung asks him while they're stretching..

"Yeah, why you ask?" He looks at his best friend with a forced smile..

"I mean, look over there, are you okay?" Taehyung gestures his head on the corner of the room, when he turns around, he saw Hoseok is back hugging Yoongi, they were both laughing..

Jimin immediately look away, "and so? of course, I'm okay.." Taehyung just shrugged at him..

The rehearsal starts and now they're going to do the part of Jimin and Yoongi. They both stand in the middle while the other members focus on their own dance move. Jimin takes a deep breath, he awkwardly looks at Yoongi's eyes, the elder do the same and look back at him, he tense up under the intensity of Yoongi's gaze. 'Fuck!' Jimin cursed inside his head, the worst part is they need to touch each other faces while singing their parts..

[Verse: Jimin]
Is it you who changed?
Or is it me?
I hate this moment, this time flowing by
We are changed you know
Just like everyone you know

[Verse: Yoongi]
Yes I hate you, you left me
But I never stopped thinking about you,
not even a day
Honestly I miss you, but I’ll erase you
'Cause it hurts less than to blame you

After the song they both stop, they just stand there in the middle, staring at each other, Jimin gulps when he saw the hurt and hatred in Yoongi's eyes. 'No, Yoongi's emotions are still part of the choreography right?' Jimin convince himself. He snapped back when Jin claps his hands..

"Okay! Good job, let's take a break..!" the elder shouts and pulled Jimin away..

"Jiminiee, are you okay? We can request to change your part if you're uncomfortable.." Jin said to him while handing him the bottled water..

"Hyung, I'm fine, don't worry.." he forces a smile, but Jin cupped his face..

"Jiminiee, you're crying.." the elder told him while wiping his cheeks, Jimin immediately wipe his eyes, he didn't notice that he's crying..

"Shit, the hell I'm crying, I'm fine Hyung, I've just been carried away by the song.." he said half truth because he really didn't notice that he's crying,and half lie cause he's not fine.

Seeing Yoongi after what happened in the past is the last thing he wanted to do. And to be with him this close makes Jimin hard to breathe. He can't believe that after a year of not being together, he still on the process of moving on from Yoongi. It's funny cause he is the one who left and yet he is the one who can't move on.