It chapter two alternative ending-reddie/stenbrough/benverly

I love you

Eddies POV

I saw the stunning man I love wake up in my arms, it went from there, we talked and stuff. Anyway, I wish I had the gut to say it, to say the one thing I've wanted to say for 27 years 'I love you'. But we both know I don't have the balls for that, we cleaned off in the quarry and went back to the place we were staying at. We all took real showers.

Ben and Beverly shared a room and bill had the room right across from them, me and Richie had our two rooms on the complete other side, mine was across from his so I could see him a lot. After we all went to bed (except for me and I think Richie because I could hear him talking in the phone) I opens my computer to '47 messages, 32 voicemails, 83 calls' from Myra, I mentally kicked myself. I hated her, well I didn't love her...I loved someone else. I knew he didn't feel the same but it's whatever.

  I closed my eyes for a bout a minute or two when I heard the door open.

"Eds, hey. Spaghetti head, I'm sorry to wake you from your beauty sleep but I need to talk to you" Richie was peeking through the cracked door.

"Sure." I sat up and patted the spot next to me, I couldn't take my eyes off of him, I hated myself. Why couldn't I just not look at him? Why are my eyes STUCK on him?

"Hey," he smiled at sat down "Umm I just had to say that I Umm, I'm sorry."

"For what" I asked him, he looked sad and scared so my instinct kicked in (I wished it didn't) and held his hand, he smiled and I was then happy I did

"For..ugh, when I was in the dead lights I had a dream that pennywise killed you after I got out of the dead lights and that you got stabbed and died and it was absolutely hear breaking and It felt so real and it was terrible because Ben and mike held me back while the house fell on your dead body and I couldn't tell you that-" he stopped and Inhaled after not taking a breath throughout the story he was telling me, "I love you, I love you so much Eddie kaspbrak and I know you probably don't feel that same but I have loved you for like ever and I don't know what I would do with out you."

I smiled and moved my hand from his hand to his cheek, " i love you too richie trashmouth tozier, I've loved you for so long and you have know idea how long I've wanted to say that for" I whisper yelled.

Before we could say anything more we were kissing, not like a gentle peck but like a rough passionate one, basically a make out. I don't know how long it lasted but it was at least 5 minutes before we laid down and cuddled up close before drifting off. I was so happy.

So ummm these are like super fun to make and stuff, I'm really bad at writing and stuff but it's okay 😂 I'll probably everyday and i dont know how many chapters I will post but it's whatever. I'm down for requests and ideas and feedback would be pretty dope, I could do a few like random ones thrown in there (like instead of following the chapter it would be like a one shot or something) the tik tok thing isn't mine so yea.