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I think you did it on purpose. I think you wanted me to feel hurt and God did I feel it. I didn't let the tears slip because I noticed you're not worth it. You're not worthy enough for me to cry for, you're not worthy enough for my heart to be broken.
You're just a crush. Someone who I was infatuated with, you were someone who I thought was good enough to have my heart after being broken. After everything I expected you to understand my feelings.
You told me you liked me too. You told me you think I'm cute and you liked me too. I showed you the most Intimate part of me thinking that you will do the same. That intimacy was my heart and I gave it to you for a second, but the second it was placed into your hands you played it. You played me.
I promised myself I will never allow myself to be heartbroken by someone again, by someone who doesn't even know my likes or dislikes. By someone who doesn't love. I'm so proud of myself because I kept that promise. I reminded myself everyday that I am a queen with or without someone and I will continue to be a queen and the crush that I have on you now will wither.
Yes, I felt hurt. But I knew it was coming so i didn't cry, I knew you weren't the one. You were my crush, you were for a short time and it's fine because I am over you. God I felt hurt, but now, now I feel the best.
Crush, I'm sorry we're not worthy then and you won't be now because all you are is a crush.
