Idk how this is going to play out yet but I'm looking forward to it! Here ya go.
-Todoroki P.O.V-
I woke up, today was Monday. Just what every other day felt like. I didn't really want to get up, or, honestly, wake up. I was kind of hoping to die in my sleep.So after about 20 minutes of lying awake alone with all my thoughts, I got up and got my uniform on, then I went downstairs.
I saw a note on the island in the middle of the kitchen. It was from my sister.
Hey Shoto,
Dad said he was going on a "business trip" so you'll be left alone for now. I'll be back home probably after you've already fallen asleep so I stocked the fridge so you'll have dinner. I hope you have a great day at school!
FuyumiThe thought was nice. But it didn't really affect me. That scum bag who calls himself "my father" doesn't mean anything to me anymore. So I went on my way.
As I was walking to school I saw Bakugou. We live kind of close together so it's no surprise.
"Oi icyhot?" Bakugou yelled at me. "Get over here!"
I walked up to him, "Yes?" I asked. My voice was low and cracky.
"You know what we're doing today?" He asked me.
"Probably just endurance training. No big deal." I said.
"This is U.A, every damn thing's a big deal idiot!" He scolded.
I hate it when he yells at me. I love him but I hate that.
"Whatever." I said as I turned, taking a different route to hide the tears crawling their way out of my eyes. I hate this. I hate being here. Why the hell won't this feeling of self pity stop?
As I was torturing myself I noticed I had unconsciously walked towards the city bridge. I climbed up on the wall of the bridge and closed my eyes. I listened to the rushing water. It was loud, but peaceful and calming.
I imagined everything I know fade away, but then it all came rushing back in blood red colours.
"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. But I can't take it anymore." I was sobbing at this point. I leaned forward a let myself fall. As I fell, the picture of Bakugou filled my mind.
I heard an explosion then, "What the hell are you doing icyhot?!" Followed by a couple more explosions then, black.
-Bakugou's P.O.V-
"What the hell are you doing icyhot?!" I yelled. I used my quirk to fly through the air and get him. Once I got him back up to the top of the bridge I noticed he had passed out. I decided to call an ambulance.
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Time skip
______________"Sir?" Said the nurse. "He's ready for visitors."
I walked into the room he was in. As soon as I got in there I saw him, he was looking down at the palms of his hands. Still as a stone.
I walked over to him, "What the hell?" I yelled.
"Please, please don't yell at me." He pleaded. It almost sounded like he was crying. He was still staring at his hands.
"What's so interesting about your damn ha-" I stopped. It wasn't his hands he was looking at. He was staring at his wrists. He was visibly shaking.
There was at least twenty scars on each wrist. Not to mention the un-healed cuts.
"I'm so sorry. I'm such a damn idiot." I said as I tugged my hair.
"You did nothing wrong." He replied, his voice was shaky and weak.
"I-i actually wanted t-to tell you something, Bakugou." He said.
"What is it?" I asked.
"I-i..." He started, "nevermind."
"No, what is it?"
"It's just... I" he took a deep breath, "I love you." He said.
I never expected him to say those words.
"I love you too."
He started to cry, but he was still smiling a little bit. I grabbed his hand and squeezed.
"Tell me, what all's wrong?" I asked.
-Todoroki's P.O.V-
"Tell me, what all's wrong?" Asked Bakugou."It's a lot of things." I replied.
"Like?" He asked.
I sighed. "I hate myself. I hate the world I hate being left alone with my thoughts. I have all this anger, I don't know we're it came from or who it's supposed to be directed at. I have these voices that tell me these things. These awful, horrible things." I said as I squeezed my head with the balls of my wrists.
"What exactly do these voices say?" He asked.
I realized I was frowning big. "They tell me to kill myself and that I'm a useless piece of human trash that doesn't belong on this Earth." I rubbed my eyes and before I knew it Bakugou embraced me. His hugs feel so good.
"None of those voices are right. They're all talking bullshit." He said. I hugged him back and started to cry I into his shoulder.
"D-does it ever g-get b-better?" I asked in between sobs.
"Yeah. It gets better." He tried to comfort me. But there's really no use. "Don't let anyone tell you different." He said.
"Does this mean we're dating now?" I asked.
"Yeah. I'm not gonna let anyone take you away from me." He said. "Not even you."
'Not even you'. What does that mean? He let go of me and sat down on the chair.
"When are they letting you out of here?" He asked.
"Tomorrow morning. They said I had no injuries that were that bad." I said, quietly and slowly.
"I'll be waiting in here till then."
This was pretty good I'm not gonna lie. well I'm tired AF and I'm done with this. Chapter 2 coming soon! Hope you enjoyed this story.
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depressed Todoroki x Bakugou
FanfictionTodoroki is depressed and is in love with Bakugou and he thinks Bakugou hates him so it makes his depression worse.