I remember crying after our last fuck,
Because I knew it wasn't enough to make me stay.
It's been too much.
And I know what I want.
You've never been my dream.
I love you's feel broken,
I've been dead inside.
I never loved you,
I wish it was a lie.
A fling you should've been.
Nothing more nothing less.
As a person, you never had my respect.
How dare I mistake this hate for love?
It's tragic, don't you think?
I'm just done with us.
I tried to force myself because you fit into my life "just enough".
A fool.
An unrivaled idiot,
Is I.
Why do I constantly allow myself to cry?
I blamed it on you.
But there was a war inside.
"Please go" she'd whisper.
But the timing was never right.
I'm done now.
I've ruined my life.
It's never gonna suddenly feel "alright"
This love has killed every hope of new flight.
So Goodbye and goodnight.
Please find someone better than me,
and hold her,
Oh so tight.
