I work really hard but sometimes i just stop.....
Yea i just drop
The ball....
I fall
Back into those old bad habits.....
I run around
The paper town
For shits
And giggles .....
But when i get home my head fizzles
Away like soda....
I become disgusting like old
Cold
Pizza.....
Was this always me
Was i a zombie?
Was i fooling everyone into thinking
I was something
More then a piece of shit.....
What if they found i was a fagit
That i do disgusting shit
With my ass....
Would laugh
At me?
Call me disgustin
for liking
Boys and girls.....
My head swirls
Out of reality
And right back into misery.....
I'm not hard working.....
I'm pretending
To me a hard worker....
Or else every will know what a coward iam...
I'm no man
Just a odd monkey
