It's been so long
Ages I feel
Though I've stayed strong
But, I ask myself
Will this drift ever heal?I cry away the nights
Spend my days in remorse
Pacifying myself that-that everything will be alright
Still, I ask myself
Why can't we just change course?You're far away
I know you're in a whole new world
Yet, I miss you everyday
I still think
Why can't we together be gay?I know you love me
You can't deny it
It seems you're happy
Yet, life's giving me anxiety
I still feel
Why can't we just recommit?