His first love...

My First And Last Love

Beep Beep------------

My eyes went wide and I couldn't belive it he can't be dead. I ran to get the nurses again and started to try get Jungkook to wake up.

"JUNGKOOK PLEASE WAKE UP."

"YOU CANT LEAVE ME I LOVE YOU."

I kept grabbing at Jungkook hoping he would wake up but the nurses kept trying to take me off him.

I finally gave up.

I was on the floor crying so hard I could breath.

"JUNGKOOK PLEASE.... YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME.... , YOU SAID YOU WOULD ALWAYS LOVE ME!"

The nurses were still performing CPR and they were about to stop when.

BEEP.... BEEP.... BEEP.... BEEP.

I looked up at the heart monitor and I saw the readings and I couldn't belive it, I ran over to him and hugged him and cryed more tears but they were happy tears.

I sat with him, his hand and mine waiting for him to wake up, I looked at his face and I still couldn't belive I almost lost him.

For me to be in that state I must really love him, yes I do, I love him so much.

And that was the time I realised he would become my first and last love.

*time skip to the next day*

I woke up and could see Jungkook start the move, his head turned to look at me and he gave me a confused look.

Jungkook opened his mouth in an attempt to speak.

"Who are you?"

"Umm kookie it's me... Y/N, do you not remember me? "

I was so shocked.

He couldn't have, he couldn't of forgotten about me, not after everything we've been through.

He still looked so confused.

"I don't know an Y/N?"

I started to break down in tears, how could he forget about me, I was speechless.

"Jungkook, we are in a relationship, you said you loved me..."

He turned round and look away from me, "can you please leave?"

"Oh.. yeah.. sure."

I got up and as I reached for the door, I turned round to see Jungkook one last time.

I whispered to myself, "I love you Jungkook and I always will".

I went to the nurses desk and asked to borrow her phone so I could ring Jin.

"Jin...."

"Who is this?"

"It's Y/N.."

"Oh hey Y/N, how's Jungkook?"

"I think you should come here"

"Why Y/N what's wrong".

I started to cry again.

"Jungkook... He doesn't remember me and he told me to leave so I'm just going to head home..."

"Y/N just wait there we'll be right there". He hung up before I could reply.

I walked to the waiting room to sit and wait the the guys to turn up.

After 20 minutes the guys came through the door and ran straight at me.

Jhope and Namjoon went to check up with Jungkook and the rest stayed with me.

Jin spoke up first, "Y/N hes just awake so he's a bit confused, you need to understand that."

"I know that but it still hurts".

Jimin toke my hand and took me back to Jungkook.

"Jimin let go, I don't want to see him and he doesn't want to see me."

"You will belive me."

He continued to drag me to jungkooks room.

I walked in to see Jungkook sitting at the side of the bed with flowers in one hand and a box in the other.

I walked over to him and a smile grew on his face.

"Y/N, I'm sorry about earlier but it was all for my plan."

"What plan?"

"Y/N, I've loved you for a long time now and after those near death experiences, I've realised that I can't live with out you."

"Jungkook what are you doing?"

"Y/N.... , will you marry me."

I look around the room and saw the guys anxiously waiting for my answer and I looked back at Jungkook and without a minute to spare I told him.....

"YES, I WILL MARRY YOU".

I flung myself around him and gave him the biggest hug but I heard him grunt in pain.

"Omg I'm so sorry."

"It's okay." he grabbed me and gave me a kiss and put the ring on my finger.

All the guys were moved to tears.

"Guys calm down ahahha, stop being cry babies."

They all suddenly wiped there tears and coughed and I could tell they were embarrassed.

The guys eventually left and I was still sitting with Jungkook. I looked at him and a smile grew across his face.

"I love you so much Y/N."

"I love you too kookie."