sidnaaz is forever

Feelings ❤️

It was 11:50pm everyone was indulged in themselves only two people who were not thinking for themselves but for each other,were sidnaaz ❤️

Sana was with asim ,rashmi and vishal
While sidharth was with pahira and arti

After what happened in wkv both were not able to talk to eachother .They were ignoring each other ,not really ignoring they were just not able to face each other .
Sidharth was hurt by what he had said to her ,he had done to her ,what he had done to himself but also what she had done to him.Saying that he was guilty or hurt would never justify his emotions ...
it was something beyond our imagination and it was ...

LOVE❤️

On the other hand sana was trying to be happy ,trying to move on but everytime she tried to move on she failed miserably.Not because she was not able to get over him but because she was not able to get over the love she had for him ,not really had but has for him .She knew he was not this way he was not the person she loved the most ,she trusted the most.He failed her in front of every one ,disrespected her infront of everyone. He was not this kind of a person then what lead him to this version of himself?

Was her love not enough for him to believe her ,to trust her?
what lead him to trust that caller ,that pahira .why he choosed them over her ?

she wanted answers ....
but he was not ready to answer her 😩

The thing that broke them the most was the thought that he or she is getting over ,is moving on .He can't imagine her being happy with the people he hated the most and she can't imagine him being happy with the people who hated her the most 😩

They both were not okay with them but they just had to pretend. Pretend to be happy ,pretend to not care about each other ,pretend to not think about each other
but they never knew what has destiny planned for them ❤️

Only ten min were left for clock to struck 12 and with the passing of each minute his heartbeat was increasing and her heart was sinking in just by the thought if he would wish her or not

Asim :sana tu kia sochna lag gai hai kahan gum hu jati hai

Sana: nai nai idher hi hun sun rai hun me tu suna rashmi tum kia keh rai thi

She then nth time diverted the thought to some unnecessary topic

On the other side sid was battling with himself there was a world waar 3 between his heart and mind his heart was saying him to wish her hug her his mind was stopping him to do so he wanted to hug her kiss her baldy but the only thing that was stopping her was his Ego

And the time passed by and it was finally 12 am he was sitting with pahira outside at the dinning table they were discussing some random topic and sid was just nodding when required .Suddenly,he started having anxiety ,desperation ,an urge to wish her .He got up to wish her that all of sudden a voice came to his ear which made him freeze at his place that was asim's voice

Asim :happy birthday sanaa aj tera birthday hai aj sana ka birthday hai sab wish kar doo at the same time rashmi vishal also wished her

Sana :faking her smile like she always do hahahaha salon mjhy laga tum log bhool jao ge per tum logo ko bara yaad tha
Asim rashmi vishal :2 mahinay se tumne apni birthday ka shoor machaya hua hum kesay bhool saktay

Arti also came and wished her at the same time pahira were least interested in her birthday but still to show that there is some humanity left they also wished her .

Pahira :chal sid isay wish kartay

Sihdarth :nai mjhy nai karna ksii ko wish

Saying this he went straight to the bed and paying zero attention to what's going on he took the quilt over him and acted as if he has slept

Sana was hurt but  pretended as if she doesn't care .She was broken already and him not wishing her pierced her heart in worst possible manner 💔

It went by like this untill they all came to the bed . she was not okay. She was hurt . If there could be some measuring device she could easily beat the highest possible limit

Sana pov

How could he sleep? how ?wo kesay mjhy itna hurt kar k soo sakta hai mjhy wish b nai kia usne wo janta hai k mjhy uska intezar tha sirf uska intezaar tha per wo nai aya

she started sobbing but she had to act strong and un effected .She did that to some extent

Sid POV

It was 1 am at the night everyone was sleeping in the house.light were shut down but he was not able to sleep how could he even sleep it was his moti's birthday and everyone had wished except him he tried to shurg off the thought but the passing time was making him more desperate. he was not able to resist the thought he was guilty sad but at the same time hurt and angry he wanted to wish her hug her  badly but something was stopping him what was that something was that his ego or was that the guilt  but then if he was hurt and was the innocent one why was he feeling soo vulnerable by not wishing her he in try to sleep turned his side to see his baby staring him intensely it was like she was waiting for him though everyone had wished her but still she was not happy.How could she be happy? the only person's wish that mattered was still laying peacefully(atleast for her).

they shared an eyelock and then sana lowered her eyes cuz tears started rolling down her cheeks .She was unable to mask her emotions in front if him.she did not want to show him the unique birthday gift he gave to her in the form of hurt
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To Be Continued ....

do vote and inline comments if you are as hurt as me by this phase and want them to resolve all the misunderstandings as soon as possible 💔❣️