I don't know what was making me soo anxious soo desperate soo restless I just can't control my urges my emotions I have never been this weak I was strong enough to overcome my feelings to control my emotions than what was troubling me i have decided not to talk to her ever than why was she still effecting me soo much I am unable to understand
A voice came from inside a voice of my heart a voice that I was trying to ignore since few days now a voice that says . . . . . . . . . . You love her . . . . . . . Do I really love her? No I don't the word love can't do justice with the attachment and feelings i have for her it's beyond love its something that I haven't felt before it's different very different she is like an addiction to me and I am happtly addicted to her she is effecting me soo badly and I am happily letting her effect me i have had many relations before but this is different she is different
I tried to close my eyes but she wasn't even leaving me alone there too as soon as I closed my eyes her face came infront of my eyes the most beautiful face ;the face I love the most the face is adore the most and guess what I gave up. I gave up my hurt my anger my ego in front of her I dicided to initiate but how?
How am I gonna face her after hurting her?
how am I gonna make an eye contact after making her cry?
how am I gonna make her happy after making her sad?
I don't know how the only thing that I knew I was gonna do is to get her back
i held her hand and took her outside i dont want to others to disrtub our privacy 😌 I don't know where was I taking her but the only thing I knew was that I want her to be with me
we both landed in washroom i left her hand and she came twirling infront of me i held her by her waist and pulled her toward myself looked deep into her eyes she was just smiling as she always does
Tears started brimming in her eyes and a tear rolled down her pink cheeks i knew it was not easy for her neither was for me too i was getting emotional but i gathered my self and swiped her rolling tears with the knuckles of my hand she before I could say anything hugged me and for the very first time in my life I got to know the definition of SAKOON Something that I was missing from many days was longing for and it was making me me loose all my controll and I gave in I hugged her with my full strength her delicate arms wrapped around my neck and my head in the Crook of her neck she was irresitable she was showering my face with lingering kisses while I was digging my fingers in her back
ओह! यह छवि हमारे सामग्री दिशानिर्देशों का पालन नहीं करती है। प्रकाशन जारी रखने के लिए, कृपया इसे हटा दें या कोई भिन्न छवि अपलोड करें।
Sanas pov
I was lost in his eyes his deep brown eyes that were just screaming one thing to me that was love tears rolled down my cheeks and i hugged him tightly and i gave in and the moment I hugged him I felt like soul came back to my lifeless body I was alive once again I was breathing again the person I loved the most was again in my arms his hands around my bare waist were pulling me more into him my one hand was wrapped around his neck while the other was in his hair his face was in the Crook of my neck his hot breathes felt like having butterflies in my stomach and suddenly he gave started giving feather kisses on my neck the moment his lips touched my neck it ignated fire in my body
He slowly started rubbing my waist and I hugged him more tightly and I was already geeting weak on my knees I broke the hug and looked deep into his eyes he was asking for some consent i gave him and he smashed his lips with mine . . . . . . . . To be continued
Pheww! I never knew it would be this difficult to wirte romance i am sorry if its not upto your mark or I messed it up do soweey 😔
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And I will be busy tommorow and the day after tommorow so I may not update these days
if todays episode will be bad i wont be able to write update today nai tu kal or parson ki aj hi likh dun gi 😀
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