Euphoria ~j.jk~

2 • uniform

I slept through majority of the morning and afternoon, only waking up when Mrs choi knocked on my door.

"Ms Kim? I'm here to give you your uniform for tomorrow" she announced.

Uniform? Ah yes, I'm going to an actual school tomorrow. Fun.

I pick up my phone and check the time

7:26 is displayed in bright letters, causing me to squint slightly.

Walking to the door I hear a little buzz, probably a message, disregarding it I open the door and nod to Mrs choi indicating a thank you for my uniform.

I plop the formal black and white uniform on my bed and analyse it, a small red ribbon tied into a bow is propped at the center of the collar, the skirt is simple black and so is the blazer, a white shirt compliments the elegant design and it comes with knee high socks.

What type of posh school-

I pick up the uniform and hang it in my wardrobe for tomorrow, tomorrow, never has that word ever caused my stomach to twist around. Ever.

I mentally sigh as I sit back down on my bed, not wanting to sleep after my extremely long nap, so instead; I open the message I received earlier.

Unknown: hey you mute bitch, I heard you're coming to my school, stay away from me and my friends whore.

Honestly, these messages make me want to burst out laughing, these girls that have only ever heard of me on the news, these girls who believe they are superior to me just because I have no voice, must be depressing to be them, I wonder who this one is.

I simply send a laughing emoji and throw my phone to the end of bed, unbothered with anything, I stand up and decide to take a walk in the garden, it always seems to calm my nerves down..

I trot down the stairs in my fluffy slippers, heading to the glass double doors at the back, once reaching it I slide them open and the warm air blows around me, soothing me almost immediately.

Everything's going to be fine SooJin, perfectly fine.

I step outside, allowing the fresh air to consume me, I stare blankly at the beautiful stars. They rarely come out but this is amazing, making me nearly forget about my problems, just nearly.

A cold breeze brushes past me, making the hairs on the back of neck stand up. Maybe I should go back in.

Walking back to my room I hear my father speaking, most likely on the phone;

"Yes, yes of course she'll be there tomorrow morning"

A small pause indicated that the other person was speaking

"She's extremely excited, yes, of course Mr Jeon"

I decided it was best to leave before he came out of his room.

I walk up to my room and push the creaking door open, I lay on my bed staring at the blank ceiling,

I. Don't. Want. To. Sleep.

I think to myself

But I have to

No I don't

Yes I do

Boring much

Damn I miss having a voice.

I pull the covers over my head and close my eyes tightly, thoughts about tomorrow must have caused me to drift off.
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