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Tashawn

You'd think that after months of this, I'd get tired of her but I never really did. Before I get into that, let me tell You a little about myself:

I'm 6'5, pretty tall to be only 19. I'm a freshman at Florida International University ( FIU ), I'm majoring in Business because I love money. I'm not going to lie like I'm living a good, Christian livestyle. Don't get me wrong, nothing's wrong with church but lately praying hasn't answered any of my prayers. I hustle on the side to pay for my studies, I'm from a bad part of town so I had to hustle to keep up with everyone else who went to school with me in high school. I have a little brother ( Ta'Juan ) whose a senior in high school, the kid's 16. He's nerdy or whatever., he skipped a grade. I keep him on his shit, in the hottest clothes and he has a red bugatti. I make sure that he keeps his head in the books, and he does so I couldn't be more proud. I'm raising him, he doesn't even know what I do when I'm away at night and not at school. He thinks that I'm a dj and considering I don't want him to end up doing what I am, I haven't told him otherwise. Once I graduated, I continued to hustle because what I reaped from the hustle was truly amazing. Girls, Shoes, Cars, Clothes, it may sound materialistic but I'd rather have materials than anything else in this world because I didn't have it back when I was growing up with a crackhead mom and no father. Drugs is what took him out and you'd think that made me not want to be around them, but shit, a nigga has to do what a nigga has to do.

Now that I've told You about me let me tell You about my current situation. Well, Ya see I've met this girl and she's getting to me. See it's a situation because back in high school, I had all of the ladies attention because I was tall af, handsome, stayed in shape and I was a starter on our school team. I was captain all throughout high school because I mean, ball was truly life to me. I never really cared for them though, never payed them any attention either. I mean, I'm not gay or nothing but still I just wasn't studying girls. I never had a real relationship, only thing girls could give me was SEX. Back in high school, the only thing I was trying to do was make it out the hood so me and my baby brother, Ta'Juan could live lavishly. But Yeah, this girl, she goes by the name Ahja. We haven't ever really talked or anything, but whenever she comes around I get this tight feeling in my chest like I just want to get to know her. She seems to be concentrating hard on school work though because whenever I see her she's either in the library reading or in tutoring. I don't know what it is about her, but I'm going to try my best to ignore that feeling that she gives me. I don't need any distractions because that's all females are. I haven't had a good lay since graduation night, but I know she isn't the one to get the good lay from brecause something tells me if I sleep with her I'll be addicted and won't be able to leave her alone no matter how much I wanted to. Enough about HER though, I have better things to do with my time other than think about some broad who I haven't crashed or talked to before. She isn't my mother, so she doesn't deserve much thinking time. I'm going out tonight and I know Club Latext is where it's at when it comes to looking for one night stands.

Ahja

I'm 5'1, 18, never had sex with ANYONE and I love singing, writing, dancing, and doing hair. II'm not that much of a people person, that's why I've only had one friend my whole life. I'm Puerto Rican, Black, Asian, and Hispanic. I have naturally long curly brown and red/orange hair. I have the body of J-Lo, so you can say I was truly blessed. I'm from Mississippi, but I left home to escape from with my crazy ass ex boyfriend, Jahlil. I work in a hair salon called Beauties, we do more than hair there though. We do tattoos, make-up, feet, nails, everything to keep a girl feeling flawless. I'm studying business because I want to get my own shop soon, that way I'll be able to take care of my grandmother the way she's taken care of me, my whole life. My mother was never really in the picture, she's from the South too and she was African American, Puerto Rican, and Native American and is probably somewhere on a corner as we speak selling her goods. My father, who was Hispanic and Asian, was killed in a driveby shooting when I was 11 but even then he wasn't around much being that he was a drug dealer and didn't want me to see him because of how he chose to live his life. My grandmother did a great job raising me though, she worked two jobs and kept me on my shit. There was never a dull moment with her crazy ass. She swore she was hip to the shit of my generation. But I overlove her for the sacrifices she made and the stuff she's done for me though.