diabla

daddy

i bite my lip as i was under the covers. i looked over at ethan. he looked at me and then laughed.

"when did you get so kinky" i asked

"what do you mean" he said acting clueless. i looked at him and he laughed.

"you didn't like it"

"yeah i did. i never knew you were a choker. and making me call you daddy. mmm" i said turning to him and kissing his chest. he licked the back teeth. he brought me closer to him and cuddled up against his naked body.

"where'd you get it from?"

"pornhub" he said

i bursted out laughing.
"where did you get so good at giving head huh!?" he said

"pornhub" i said
we laughed.
"yeah after um.... andrew, i had to find another way to feel pleasure"

"ever bought a toy"

"no" i said "cameron would find it. she's so curious" i said smiling

he smiled.
"how is she. how does she act"

"oh god. she's great. she loves talking and making friends. she used to get in trouble for talking to much" i laughed a bit. "she always wants to be doing something. she has good manners but can sometimes be super sassy and problematic. if you ask her about school she'll tell you a story about some bitch who got her in trouble" i said smiling

"she sounds amazing" he said.

"she is. and she's so beautiful. she has your eyes, your smile, nose and eyes." i said

"i understand if you don't want me in cameron's life. that could fuck her mental health a lot if i just show up" he said softly

i looked at him.
"we'll tell her some day. but not right now. i really don't know how to tell her" i said

"it's okay" he said. he gave me a small peck. i laid my head on his chest. he traced circles on my back. it reminded me of old times. i wanted to cry so bad but kept it in. i whimpered quietly as i tear left my eye. fuck.

"hey. what's wrong" he said sitting up. he hugged me. i hugged back tighter. i felt safe. i felt complete again. i haven't felt this in years. even with cameron by my side.

"god i missed you so much" i said trying to wipe my tears

"i did too angel" he said softly "i missed you so god damn much" he let go of me and wiped my tears for me.
"please don't cry. i know you've cried too much. too much over me" he said.

he laid us down again. he held me and didn't let go.

"i promised you i would never leave you. and i'm a man of my word. i'll never leave you" he said kissing my head. i smiled.

it went quiet and sleep took over me as i fell asleep comfortably.
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"hi baby" i said hugging cameron. she smiled as she hugged me. "did you have fun at your cousins house"

she nodded. i smiled
"thanks ray" i said

"anytime. see you later"