Late Night Poem Book

Nuetrual.

today i wanted to be neutral
i woke up thinking i could lay low but after i stepped into these double doors it's like a switch just flipped on me
the person i want to be is hidden away
from the person i need to show that shines brighter than the sun
because i don't want unnecessary questions asked about my mental health today
the only problem with that
is that at the end of the night i end up too unstable because i used to much of my effort in life