Love & Hate ♥♡

does it matter

Ashley I just realized August mom been call Aj. Jacob then I had Called him that. Llf guhh. In 2 weeks it will be my babies birthday.  Turn up.  Yeah I need you to help Me move tomorrow.  I got you Where doe.  In them big apartments from the mall. Dam you got a big one. I know. We laughed. I went on instagram an I seen a pic of August an his new girlfriend they say  komnie something like that but they Call her keke like my sister. Look Ashley. Girl don't worrie about that you got Nelly. Right. Y'all don't stay together right . She asked. Na we don't stay together. Oh OK. Well I'm finna go to sleep see you in the morrin.  OK girl. I went in the room with my babies I woke them up so they can take bath they started walk-in an talking yesterday. I'm not lucky I'm blessed. I put them in the tub. Mwommy mwya looking at me. Aj said. No I am not boii. Miya said. Mwah whwen we gone to see dwaddy. They asked maybe on y'all birthday baby's OK. OK mwamy. Let me get y'all out. I got them dress give me some sugaa. Mwah mwah y'all go get in bed mommy will be in their soon. K ma'am. They ran in got in bed. I got in the shower as the water hit me I cried I felt like killing myself my babies growin up fast. I smiled. But it tough. I started back crying. I got out I got dressed. I layed with my babies that was fast asleep. I looked at my phone.

Nelly-goodnight

- .gn.

I dosed off.

**Next**

I dropped my babies off as we move the stuff. Ma here ima be back. Ok baby she said. See ya mwamy miya said.

Ashely me you an my sister keekee goin to the waffle house intill they call an say they down fixing an putting my shit up. Ok. We pulled off on my car. (Zzzst) keekee come outside I'm Finn to pull up now. Ok. I hung up. We pulled up. Keekee where the fuck out been anti ass happy you wanna '.be a aunt in my kid's dont even no you. I been bussy how old is they an how they been. An 2 weeks they will be 1 but they can talk an walk. That's ggood so what you doing today. She asked. Well I'm waiting to they finish moving my stuff. An me you and Ashely Finn to go to the waffle house. Ashely you no keekee right. Yeah hey. They said to each other.

**waffle house**

What do y'all want. She asked. Damon you work hea. I asked the waitress. Yeah. Why because you comin to our table like you wanna beef or something. Hold up ain't you august baby momma. Yeah why. He told me about. You must be kemoni. Yeah in that how ya say it. Well that's hoe uhm I said clearing my throat. Ashely them bust out laughing. Y'all shut up I said laughing. Let me rephrase that waitress that's how it came out. She walked away.

**August**

Zzst it was kemoni callin. Wassup. I said. I just seen yo baby momma. Where she still here at the waffle house. Is my kids with her. No she here with Ashely & I think that's her lil sister name keekee. Yeah. I said.she called me a hoe. I'll handle it when I pick my kids up. Ok. Babe. Love. I love you 2.

Chris now play that track again. Ok I see we got it. So what you doin today. He asked. I'm dady day. Lol see ya kids huh. Yeah I hearded they done growed on me. Lol .fr. yeah I seen them on instagram talkin an walkin I seen zy. Do you miss her. He ask. Yeah I do what I did with semaj I should na did. Yeah you right you know I fuck with her sister now. I smiled dappin him up kemoni just told me she with zy. Oh I know she said something bout zy didn't she. Chris asked. She just said zy called her a hoe. He laughed well ima see ya Chris. Where you goin to get my kids. Ight bet.

**zy**

They called y'all. We got up an left ain't nobody come back to get the money so I just left. I dropped Ashely off. Keekee this week we gone turn up ok sis she said gettin out. I went to go get my kids. (Knock knock knock) it's my mwamy aj said. Come on y'all I got they stuff in put them in the set belt. I went back in the house to tell mom thanks. Welcome baby.

**House***

I pulled up I got my babies out. I unlocked the door. I walked in it was beautiful. They ran upstairs. Mwamy I this my room aj ask. With all the boy stuff in it. Yes baby. In this one mine. No baby that's mommy's this one yours. Ok. They went in they room I went back down stairs to take a look. How they did they did fantastic. I sat on the cough an turnt on the tv.(Ding) my phone made. It was a text from august.

August- Zy.

- yas August.

August- I'm Finn to come get my kids.

- OK I stay over her in the big apartments by the mall apartment 2.

August- ok.

Y'all come down here. Yas ma'am. Y'all goin with daddy. Yaayy. I packed they clothes. I got they book bags an sat in the livin room waiting in went in the kitchen I was thirsty. I got some tea. I the bell rong. Miya get that for mommy please. Mkae Mwamy.

**August**

I heared somebody come to the door it was a lil girl. Aj it dwaddy she said. Hey Miya baby. I said hapay. Y'all ready. Yes. They said. Go get in the car where y'all mom. In the kitchen Aj said. Ok they ran in got in the car I shut the door as I go in the kitchen. Hey zy. Hey august. I miss you zy. Aww baby I care tell me more. .fr zy but I heared you called .my ole lady a hoe. Nahh I slipped. But yeah get out sir. I leaned to kiss her she blocked it with her hand. Get .tf out I'm seein somebody. Who Nelly. That nigga that suppose to be yo befriend. Yup an guess what. What. I said walking to the door. As she open it. Sooner or later ima gonna have a baby by him. I got mad I pushed back toward the wall Zy stop fuxkin playing with me. Why does it matter ain with you no more. I walked out.