The Powerful Alpha & The Nerdy Witch Girl

Chap 35

Stars pov

I can't do what Sam asked me to do that idiot I'm not making that promise to him ...

Yes the pack need him but they not the only ones that need him ....

I can't do that I haven't slept I've rad the letter the pack is going over battle forms and what not .

We are just here watching every one and Arturo hasn't said anything to make me mad .

He tries to stay out of my way unless he has to .

" Star ..? You need to eat some thing ."

" No I'm fine .."

" Lies ."

" Your not fine Sam's gone and your ..... your ....."

" What Arturo !!!! You've been throwing up like crazy ....."

" So ???? "

" I don't want you to go either ...."

" You can't tell me what to do .."

" Your right but what would Sam say and I think you know what I'm talking about ...? " He says looking down at my tummy ....

" I'm not pregnant ...."

" Then what are you then !?? "

" Stressed out and right now your not helping ...."

Could I be I have been throwing up a lot but I shouldn't be showing signs like this early or do I ???

I'm not normal so it could be possible but still I'm going for Sam .

I need him even if I was nor am I'm going for my child's father ....

" Really stressed out ???? "

" Arturo shut up and help me we only two days to get him back and I need to focus on them ....!!!! "

" Fine then but if you are I not want you out their ...."

"Your not the boss of me ..."

" That is true but I am your big brother and I don't want to risk anything ....."

"You know what I can and can't do so don't worry about me if I am I'll deal with it but my main issue is to get and bring Sam home safe !!!! " I growl at him and Jc touches my shoulder I've been in edge lately and I look at him and I storm away from Arturo .

I'm now out side from the place where every one else is working out at ...

" Star ? "

" Yes Jc ??? "

" Look he means well he's just being a brother . I know you want Sam back we all do but could you be ...? "

Why does every one think in pregnant ?!

" I don know and I can care less until I get him home that's all I want !! Jc once you are in my shoes you will under stand ."

" You do have a pint and Sam is going to murder me for this but I will try my best to make sure you are safe do you under stand ??? "

All I do is nod my head and he goes back to the others .

Could I be ??? I can't be I need Sam u want Sam I don't want to me a mum yet .... I need him here with me I want him here ....

Sam don't worry I'm coming for you my love .. I feel the tears running down my face and I just stand their sobbing what if I am and I have to raise the baby on my own ????