Hands (Eremin) (finished)

✋ Hands ✋

(Armin's P.O.V)

*right after Eren get eaten*

"E-EREN!" I yelled, I can't believe my eyes, I just saw my best friend get eaten by a Titan. All he ever wanted to do was get revenge on titans for killing his mother.

I couldn't move, all I could do was sit and watch & watch all my friends get eaten, my hands were trembling with fear.... Sadness.... And anger. I ran back to where everybody was, just to fall back to my knees, "A-armin where is Eren?" Mikasa said, giving me a worried look. "O-oh! Mikasa.... U-um." I stopped there, my hands couldn't stop trembling. "ARMIN WHERE IS EREN, GOD DAMNIT!" She said, She has never yelled at me before, i'm not scared of her, she just wants to know.

"S-sorry.... Mikasa...... U-um Eren i-is... Dead." Right After I said that, My hands started shaking, even worse now, they felt like they were about explode right off of my body.

"...Armin... No.... WHY ARE YOUR HANDS SHAKING!" She said, yeah she was my best friend to, but.... She never.... Never.... Knew my problem about the...... Hand problem.

Eren would always hold my hand in any way I felt, besides happiness, of course. I never knew why he would hold my hands, it would always help the trembling. I am just a friend to him. I would always feel like, I was being watched when I'm reading or watching something around him.

"T-this.... No!" She said, walking off, "come on guys let's leave Armin alone, for a while, he clearly needs to think about how much he has 'broken' hearts today!" She said. Marco and Connie gave me looks of sorriness, and went along with her.

My hands, were they any use now? Clearly nobody needed me, so whats with these, Do I need them now? Well.... Does anybody... Need... ME.
Eren would always save me, or even protect me from harming myself, or even thinking of committing suicide.

I felt like.... He always kept a.. Secret from me as well, one in wich he didn't want me to know for a while.

I was alone now.... I than took out my blade, alining it right to where my heart was. Nobody needs me.... "Bye world, why.... Why were always so harsh t-to me!" I said, starting to tear up. I than couldn't handle it anymore, hands trembling & tears raining & heart racing.

I than stabbed it right into my heart... I fell to my side, "t-this feels m-much b-b-better...." I said, Slowly drifting off, Than all I could see was..... Darkness. The last thing I heard was.... Voices of... Worry... Why.

(Marco's P.O.V)

I felt so bad to leave Armin alone, And I can't belive Miksasa, his 2nd Best friend, the one that helped Armin from the bullying, would leave his side, she looked up to Armin, to make sure Eren wasn't getting into any trouble.

"H-hey Mikasa.... Um... I am going to go check in on Armin! Is that okay?!" I said, "Whatever...." She said. In than flew from building to building to get to him...... And than...... To find him...... Dead.... With a blade.... In his heart.... On his side.... Blood, slowly pouring out.

"A-ARMIN! CONNIE, MIKASA, GUYS!.... PLEASE COME HERE!" I yelled hoping they would be able to hear me, they most likely won't.

Surprisingly, they were here already, clearly they followed me back.

(Mikasa's P.O.V)

No.... No.... Was this...... My fault.... Of coarse it was!

ROOOAAARRRR

" what the living hell was that!" Said Connie, searching his head around. We could see smoke heading up from about 4 minutes from here.

We than flew over to see what was happening, a titan.... Coming out of.... Another... Of it's kind. It looked surprisingly like Eren....