Hands (Eremin) (finished)

Part 2 I promised didn't I Armin?

(Eren's P.O.V)

((AFTER ALL TITANS ARE SLAYED)) ((:D :D :D SUCCESS!!!!))

After killing the titans, we were to celebrate. We were to party to succession of keeping the human race going.Though, I still felt really bad about all the deaths that .... Just.... Had to happen.

I walked into my room, dropped into a drunken stage.Every night on Sundays I would go to a bar, this time, it was just the party.

I started doing the bar hopping thing ever since Armin's death.... It helps heal the pain, since he died on a Sunday. Mikasa never really knew about my bar hopping ever since she started dating Jean, they would be on dates Every Sunday and Wensday, god I hate him, the only thing I like about him is how much of a good friend he was to Armin, unlike me.

My heart has not been healed... Revenge feels great but....... The deaths feel like a thousand sharp little knives jabbing into your chest a bunch of times. The guilt... Just..... I can't.

I dropped onto my bed, laying there staring at the wooden sealing of my room. I looked to my side to see Armins diary I secretly took when we cleaned out Armins room. I grabbed it into my alcohol smelling hands. Switching a couple pages to see a page about.... Me??

"Today I met a guy...."

"H-he must be *hiccup* talking about me...." I stammered.

"While he tried to save me from some assholes, I haven't really thanked him yet. He is actually... Kinda... Cute."

"Cute? *hiccup*"

"His hand was so soft, like a babies bottom. I think I... May love him...."

"L-l-love m-me? *hiccup* *hiccup* I.... I-I.... I..... ARMIN! A-ARMMIIIINN!! WHHY! i....Armin.... *laugh/sob* hehe....."

"OI jeager!" A boomed voice said through my door. "Y-yes Captain Levi!" I said. "Can I come in??" He said, "u-um yes sir...".

He slowly opened the door to look at me. Walking over to me, he laid next to me. "Do you.... Really miss Arlert that much?..." He whispered, "U-U-um.... Y-yes *hiccup* s-sir!!" I said, still in a not so sober stage. "JEAGER!! How many times did I tell you.... Getting drunk will not!... Heal the pain. Trust me.... I tried with Petra's.... It doesn't help at all....".

"S-sorry sir *hiccup* *burp*" I stammered. "I have a surprise for you.... Eren.... We are heading outside of the walls to tomorrow, to explore more." Said Levi. "My crooked frown soon turned into a slight smile. "Thanks.... Heicho" ((I KNOW I SPELT THAT WRONG SRRYY)) "No problem Jeager.... Now .... Get some rest, we have a big day tomorrow!" He said walking towards the door slamming it behind him. "U-uh yes sir! *hiccup*!!".

I set the Leather diary on the tiny wooden table next to my bed. Pulling the wool sheets over my shaking legs.

*2 weeks later when the adventure was finished*

I walked towards an apple tree, that had a stone coming out of the bottom saying "Armin Arlert". "H-hey Armin.... Today we finished exploring the outside world, it was so beautiful! We saw'll the the fields of ice you talked about! Hehe.... And Sasha and Connie tried to lick a piece of ice.... It didn't go so well *giggle*....... we also got to hike up something called a mountain! It took is 4 days! Than........... The Sea. It was so breath taking! The wonderful blue color reminded me of your eyes! Hehehe...... *sob/giggle*." I than kissed the top of the rock, still crying. "I promised..... Didn't I... Armin....".

I'm building this house on the moon
Like a lost astronaut
Looking at you, like a star
From the place the world forgot

And there's nothing that I can do
Except bury my love for you

The brightness of the sun
Will give me just enough to bury my love
In the moondust
I long to hear you voice
But still I make the choice to bury my love in the moondust

Nothing can breathe in the space
Colder than the darkest sea
I have dreams about the days
Driving through your sunset breeze

But the first thing that I will do
Is bury my love for you

The brightness of the sun
Will gave me just enough to bury my love
In the moondust
I long to hear your voice
But still I make the choice to bury my love
In the moondust

I'm a castaway
And men reap what they sow
And I say what I know to be true
Yeah, i'm living far away
On the face of the moon
I've buried my love to give the 'World' to you

The brightness of the sun
Will give me just enough to bury my love
In the moondust
I long to hear your voice
But still I've made the choice to bury my love
In the moondust

I buried my love
In the moondust, yeah

I STILL CRAI69EVA! Hope you cryed of happiness and #eremin.... God that sounds mean! Haha! XD bbaaaiii! <3 ~Ms.TitanSlayer